Rebecca
Twenty seventh August, 1992
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Friday, March 8, 2013

So.... the last blog post I published was dated 13th January 2013.

A sunday at JB

One Saturday, on my way to family chalet at NSRCC

The top view at Great Eastern elfie and I used to gaze across

Every moment takes my breath away

Barracks @ Dempsey

Here are a few images to brighten up this space of mine.
A couple of minutes wouldn't kill, we hear it all the time.

Just a couple of months, so much has changed.
My span of attention has changed/ a number of FKL colleagues so dear to me/ have left, things that used to matter so much to me, held on too tightly and causing myself so much misery, I have to learnt to let go/ things I used to be so insistent on, I learnt to relax, used to hate the feel of stacks of papers and reading long documents, I have to learnt to take up the responsibility to provide lady boss with the best support I'm capable of/ used to hate numbers, now I've befriended them/ am a loyal customer of Hong Lim Yong tau fu store, sadly the boss decided to wind up, I won't get to see the yong tau fu aunty daily ever again/ used to focus all my love and energy in one area that I absolutely felt no reciprocation or appreciation/ now I've set my priorities in an apt way, used to be good at withholding tears in my tear banks, now I'm easily teary and flowing/ used to conceal all my emotions and thoughts, now I express them freely at the right time and right place/ used to hate committing to work and school, counting, I've already stepped into the working society for close to a year and living it.

We all have dreams, different ones. Ambitions...not all may have. Plans, we make them - impromptu, advance and last minute.

Few years ago, I had a goal, I had my dreams, my plans. And I was certain that was the life I wanna lead. Now everything is smoky, I'm not feeling lost, I'm just not sure if this is what I desire as before.

Love, such a intoxicating word. Makes every morning worth looking forward to, yet, brings much agony at the same time. Like shackles, like chains.

I've lived my life with everyone in importance ahead of myself. I'm always trying my best to consider others' feelings before mine. But....it's getting tiring.

Waste not a year, an hour, a minute or even seconds. Every ticking counts. And that's what I don't wish to have, regrets.

Such a heavy post this Friday morning. Nonetheless, TGIF and have a good weekend to anyone who has reached this last line. Till then.

10:33 AM
i dream of you.

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