Sometimes I have too much to say that I'm at a loss for words, like now.
Let's give it a shot.
I guess we all hope for reciprocation when we put in genuine feelings and sometimes I wish I don't have that much love to give away. Just then, I will ask myself, will I be happier if I have lesser love to spare?
God tells me no. For it is sad for people with cold hearts to not know how to love.
It is recurring, I ask myself questions all the time.
I'm a deep thinker, I make up lots of scenarios in my mind. I get reminded of funny and sweet things every now and then I will break into a smile to myself, hoping bystanders do not think I've lost my sanity. These little happy thoughts can make my day or chase away those hovering dark clouds.
We all have things that we wish for. Some we may let it slide over time, some, we immensely wish could be realized but I guess if we could have everything that we want, we will forget what it means to cherish our prized possessions.
Loyalty is one of my strongest traits. On the other hand, once my faith is wavered, insecurity will be yours, not mine. Then again, I did not say I will remove my anchor of loyalty.
The greatest of all is love. A friend once told me that you have to learn to love yourself before loving others. Took me a while to agree with him. Sometimes it's not just about you but it can also be others. It can be 'us' instead of 'I'. I dream of a 'us' but sadly, 'I' is your priority of all.
Here's a piece from the battered one.
1:53 AM
i dream of you.
♥