Rebecca
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Tuesday, September 11, 2012

Since young I've attended Sunday school.
As a young child, I was raised up by the word of God.
So in everything, do to others what you would have them do to you. <Luke 6:31>
Love thy neighbour as thyself <Mark 12:31>
And now these three remain: faith; hope and love. But the greatest of these is love. <1 Corinthians 13:13>
Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind. <Matthew 22:37>
Im not very disciplined when it comes to revision or reading the bible. But the mentioned bible verses stay close to me in my daily life. I treat them seriously as good values that will impact positively on people around me and myself.
They say Christians often walk their paths alone especially when not with groups of Christians because religion is a sensitive issue. For humans to believe other humans, it already is questionable. What more to believe in a God and practise His ways wholeheartedly? But if you truly have a relationship with God, you will realise this is the most true and best path you will take in your life here on earth.
Im not doing propaganda, just my thoughts.
What i would like to say is that I take after my mom, soft-hearted and forgiving at least by the next day. Im kind of a scatterbrain as well. I can't recall a lot of things which i may term them as grudges. I guess it makes me a happier person. So long as I don't reminded of it, i will treat you well. On the bad side, it really is disadvantageous to me. I get bullied and taken granted for all the time and sometimes until I choose to walk away due to frustration, only then i realise it has happened umpteen times.
Maybe it is still acceptable to me that strangers/ acquaintances/ friends/ colleagues treat me that way. But i can't accept it if my family/ other half/ close friends do that to me.
I walked away from the company that I've been holding up way too long.
Tell me how do I walk away from the latter?
You wouldn't wanna hurt someone you love deeply, would you?
Sick of going to bed with a heavy heart and waking up with a fast beating heart and frowny brows from nightmares.
If I had the resources, I will take off before you know it. I'll be all over and everywhere would be called home.
I wish I was still the sweet girl. I wouldn't wanna be innocent coz that apparently makes ppl call me stupid. I wanna be the very forgiving girl, the one who gives people space and has her own stuff to do whenever she's got time on hand. But I don't know how to find myself back and that, is a very sad thing. Im now wearing an armour which makes it hard for me to trust people. So please don't say Im unfriendly or fierce. Its my defensive mode.
Peace out

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