When we were young, we wanted to grow up in a blinking of eye

When we are students, we wanna try stepping into the working society to see what it is like

When I'm finally working, nope you must be expecting me to say, I regretted working and should have studied instead.

Working is fine, I always believe working brings you experiences that studying will not be able to provide for.

However, I am a simple girl. I have no ambition to aspire for high positions in a company. I am afraid of politics, very. I do not gain favour by females during first encounter, guys are very kind to me. I am young, possibly slighted by working adults yet probably supported by external suppliers. I am a girl who looks tall and a little bony, people extend their gracious help to me whenever they see me struggling in the stores. People watch and tongues wag. Politics is everywhere.

Two takeways I have: Location of working place and working environment are very crucial for me to survive in a place.

It was downright dumb of me to say, 'Oh I don't mind the distance so long as I have passion for that job, I don't mind travelling. Ya right.

I wanna feel comfortable in my environment with genuinely nice people, to still lead a life that allows me to have time for people I love and not collapse into an unwanted deep slumber each time I put down my bag. Today is exceptional, maybe once in a month that sort of thing I'm still up.

I miss breathing. I hate reporting to people. I hate things to screw up midway to hinder what I have scheduled for the day. I hate hierarchy. Maybe I'm still young but I do still possess the freedom to choose.

I'm thinking of making that decision but I'm prolly gonna let down countless of people. Like my teacher and his team whom interviewed me to have me up as part of the RMT bulletin. Like my relatives and teachers.

I have many interests in which I think I'm a little greedy to fancy a great deal of hobbies. I wish I have time and resources to fufil everything I wanna.

Right now I just wanna chillax; enjoy my youth; have time for people I love because people age, money doesn't, I just wanna wait for my sweetheart to be done with school and NS and off we go to further our studies or I can do something else.

Just a simple happy life is all I ask for. I don't care for status or fame. I like fashion but it doesn't run in my blood. I love designing.