Here I am sitting in the kitchen trying hard to focus on my revision while waiting for the macaroon shells to set before baking
The effort I took to travel from school to tpy to hunt for red man and back to Isetan Scotts to get a 50ml of brandy so I could give you a box of pink macaroons with dark chocolate ganache
Lugging around a huge plastic bag in tank and shorts; flops in town was not funny
The time and process that I took to hunt for scrapbooking materials and preparing the scrapbook panel
The weariness was insane but I pushed on
The sacrifices I made to sleep lesser and focus on my revision so I could prepare these two gifts for you just in time for Valentines' Day were just blown by a phone call and 'Valentines' Day is just a festival'.
Managing my time was not easy because I had to deal with three end sem tests but I thought it was all worth it when I pictured the smile on his face
Really, I've never ever been treated like this
I've been fighting so hard when I have never tried so hard in my entire 18 years of life before. Never for anyone. I always relent
I think I can just dump all the things
And I've wasted a hella money
It's 1 a.m. and I've hardly started on my revision for both tests. Very well
Shattered.......
12:55 AM
i dream of you.
♥