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Thursday, August 11, 2011


2nd August 2011






Perhaps it's the human nature that says its impossible.....

I was told to forgive and forget no matter what others do unto you
How about this family tragedy that we lived in ever since I was born?
I'm tired, so tired of repeating our story

They say, pray when you are weary, pray for His strength and comfort
Perhaps it's the best way mortals have an idea of comforting one another
How long can I live with this, how much faith I have to spare?
I'm only human.....

This devil tearing me apart right deep, telling me to resent the monster
But I seek God to flow grace right within me, to fight this devil

There's a monster living in my house and there's only mom and me, me and mom alone
We are vulnerable

That wretched night, through the seething rage and tremor in me, I stood trembling but clear-headed
I egged the monster to vent on me
My mother is innocent to suffer
I assured my mother, I am not an impulsive and foolish person

My face was swollen from all the beatings, which resulted in a week of absence from school
I had all the evidence I needed to take him to court
The protection order will serve to cover the remaining us

The excruciating pain I grimaced to heal will never be forgotten

I feel terribly ashamed to bring my friends back to this..unsafe place

For all these years I never had the ultimate courage to confront
I'm the only one left here with mommy so I have to
They say once bitten, twice shy
But I say, once beaten, why fear the second?
I'm rational, ample reason for my statement

Whatever evil thoughts you have in your mind, keep it to yourself or use other platforms
Cease your harassment towards us
I feel like slamming the door in your face each time you advance

I promise you, once more and I'll take you on
I deeply regret retracting my decision last week

These tears flowed uncontrollably because the physical body hurt
These tears flowing right now...are indescribable







12:22 AM
i dream of you.

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