When I have abundance of time to sleep, I use it away
I'm so very tired but not sure if I can get to sleep
Stayed up to wait for Lester to be home safely and it brought a smile to his face when I answered him why I'm still up
Last two nights before he's leaving our home, I really can't bear to
My headache's attacking me every now and then
I'll see ya soon aite, xiao mei?
Too rush and we need more time together
And also to my friends
Not every gap can be filled up
Not every friendship grown stale can be revived again
I've lost one once so close to my heart
I don't know and don't wish to think how to bring it back again
Because when we realize how off-base we've gone, it's gonna hurt more
This is a painful period for me, I haven't felt so shitty for a while
It's just a phase of life, its gonna pass
But all these pain and reality magnify God's presence
A particular song was playing just earlier on when I was in John Little, how aptly
'God is watching us, God is watching us.....'
God sees our hearts without us saying anything
For the Lord disciplines the one he loves, and he punishes every son he accepts