Hola
I ought to be fast asleep bout 2 hours ago but Khong rang me up and I found myself at the com accepting twitter requests, been ages since I last went online at home
I was having a bad tummyache and was about to go to the washroom by the way
Finally I thought I could leave my seat, Lester returned home and we had a chat till now, going 3 a.m.
I'm exhausteddd, I need my sleep badly
Tears were just welling up, welling up in eyes and I didn't wanna cry in front of him since he's definitely hurting more inside
I hate to remind myself he's shifting out this Sunday
I totally abhor it when sis changes a boyfriend and expects me to together forget about that guy whom I've slowly grown attached to
Not to mention to see the destruction of every single relationship of hers
And certainly I've grown most attached to Lester, he calls me 'mei'
There is a fondness in this term
But I guess it'll be forever till I see him again
We are gonna miss you so much, I'd hate to see the place without you
Each time I look into the new guy with disgust and denial, a sentence she says rings constantly in my mind: "I hope you guys will love the people that I love too."
I force myself to accept reality and for her sake
I've given up on my sister, I'm convinced this is how she's gonna drift around in her life
She loves the family but there are ways she will never change
Materialistic? Selfish? Swinger?
There are times I can't concentrate in my daily life when I think of this painful relationship. In a relationship, it doesn't just involve two but everyone else who loves these two.
Love isn't everything, it requires more than that
Chances don't come by forever, it takes years to build up trust but seconds to destroy it
So I guess your time is up
And if retribution seems like a solution, peace is forever far and beyond
Karma exists, it strikes
Sis got into an accident yesterday morning, met her and she was somewhat mummified but she's fine
She's been through all sorts of nonsense I don't exactly feel worried till I lose sleep
Earthly punishment over divine punishment
Coz when God comes, nobody has the legs to run
I have no idea how Lester is gonna sleep tonight but take care my brother