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Friday, February 18, 2011

I'm all washed up with my toner and origins on my skin. Before lights out, I needa do a post to have a better peaceful sleep

Earlier today could be one of the worst days working. I could barely focus with anything I was doing and I kept fumbling, not to speak of smiling as usual. Tears were just welling up in my heart. I thought these kinda nonsense only happen during Secondary school days and probably a stage of growing up but I guess not.

After all the nasty experiences that whipped me scars and tears, I thought I've learnt to stay away from such issues. It isn't easy being wary yet at the same time, sincere. I've been praying and praying for the strength and love to maintain my form. Everywhere has its own politics, this I understand but it makes it hard to accept when people you thought you called friend and truly understands you yet they betrayed your faith in them. They probably seemed matured enough and took in every single word you said. Guess not.
'Have you heard about it???"

Maybe I'm reading too much in it. I'm damn easily affected by how others feel or feel about me (not think). Yes yes, keep a clear conscience and you walk on straight with your head up. Perhaps not for me, I can't do it even when I'm innocent.

It prolly seems like a small issue and I'm making a mountain out of a molehill but it is absolutely bothering me!!!!!!

Post hoc ergo propter, it means it is often unwise to place great trust in anecdotal evidence. Simpler broken down, it means do not believe in hearsay

Please don't take advantage of my weaknesses, oh why create trouble when in the first place peace could be maintained? I can't please the whole world, I can only pray to God to stem out the wildfire

I'm carrying the defamation when I'm not the culprit.....
Maybe I am because I'm too gullible to think you won't take in your way of thinking

I'm slightly comforted by my concerned friends, especially kris who always bbm to check on me each time my twitter seems shaky. Love you so much <3>

Lastly, to anybody who asks me bout this and don't get a definite answer, I'm sorry because it may be inconvenient.

Sidenote, had a nice chat w K Meng today and probably the first proper chat away from that usual topic. You have a goal in life, work towards it.

It's strange when affinity knocks on the door. I rang up the wrong Joseph the other day and I thought I could escape from cutting the line but we bumped into each other at the train station. Just today, I realised the ock lady whom I've been seeing each time I 'm at Yoguru is the momma of my school senior! What a small world and what a sweetie to visit and acc his mom at work. While chatting with Meng, he spotted Mr Rodney Yeo eating at the corner of the basement. Filled with sweetness and nostalgia recalling my OPSS days yet how timely, to link today's bad news with the experiences I had during secondary school days.
There's this familiarity and happy feeling seeing them.

A pretty long post, time for bed. It's the last day of school. Not feeling as sad as previous years prolly because we'll still see each other

Good night

14th February 2011

1:28 AM
i dream of you.

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