This question was posed by Joanna and I thought it really had an impact on me as I stood there thinking. All I could say it wasn't how I imagined or wanted it to be
Let's not make this sound like the last post of 2010 because these two are different!
Last night Christmas eve saw me at 'Christmas in the North'. Party by Evangel Family Church. I thought it'll be more meaningful to join the church peeps in celebrating Christmas instead of fanciful parties like I used to attend in previous years
After all.....what's the true meaning of Christmas in my heart? Shameful, shameful but I made it different this year
So we got off the beaten track - not crashing the insane crowds in town but a simple get-together at Joanna's place
My heart suddenly felt so strange, so weird when we set off to the church party. Partly my shopping was pulled to a halt and I was upset. Then, Nic broke a saddening news to me.
Imagine losing someone on Christmas Eve; especially if you're a Christian. Every Christmas song; theme; anything will simply remind you of your pain. Condolences to you and your family, I really feel for you
Fortunately, I didn't continue being a wet blanket. The mood started to set in soon after we arrived at Jo's place. 200 pounds beauty never gets off the shelf, love it still. I think it's really meaningful to watch it on a Christmas eve?
Beauty is but skin deep. Yes we're all realistic human beings, perception imprints an impression instantly. But.....if we have the gift of time to discover, beauty is really but skin deep
Explorers to Ann Siang Hill
Before it struck 12 merry ho ho christmas to us all, we jotted down our Christmas wishes(ONE ONLY). Rolled it and secured with a ribbon, sitting in the well of the tin green tea bottle.Deal: No matter what happens to all of us, we're gonna unwrap our wishes and read em all togetherBecause truth is anything can happen given any span of time.Got home circles circles sleepy and tired, crashed. Dragged myself out of bed because I am still waiting for Smoochiezz lady to pick up my calls so we can supposedly meet at 10.30 A.m. Jo/ KhongX2/ Josh and I arranged to meet at 11.30 A.m. to get our steamboat ingredientsYes I'm so eggxited!!!!!! Are you guys tooooooooooo?????But I really want my Christmas gifts in so I don't mind travelling to Toh Guan Road. Wakey wake wake pleaseFollowed by family dinner with bbp and his extended familyFinal Christmas shoppingOh and I got up feeling happy because bbp told me Sam misses me, he's been asking for me. Hehehe
Bubbles loves meI love BubblesJust stop being a peeing machine each time you're excited!!!
Okieeee suddenly everything's coming in. Felt very happy yesterday cause my yoguru dearies are. Delivered em chocolate truffles and cards and they were all overjoyed! Hehehehehe happy happy ♥
And I love my friends visiting me at work! So do continue coming down, hehe
Lately, I've been feeling tiny strikes. That got me.....wondering. Trying to recall how the initial feelings of falling in love felt like. So exciting; so sweet; so cute. Just so magical
Maybe at times we get so used to things that we forgotten how some things used to mean so much to us but we take it for granted
It's nice to think back at times so we remember and cherish em dearly
December has been real horrid to me, I wish I could emphasize more on this word horrid
Also, I've been having three hours three hours of sleep, getting up in mornings almost the entire month
But don't your little heart feel so gay when you see your loved ones smiling when you pass em the gifts/ cards? I do.
Oh and partly to hand sew this narnia ice queen dress for Silver Screen Event!
Happy happy, over the positive comments