Orhllo~
I learnt this from the kewtie Megamind
So maybe no Hola for the time being
Seems like it's gonna be two hours later for lights off cause I've got plenty to do
I was supposedly gonna post about my lovely Saturday but I didn't have time to
Somehow each time I'm jumping happy, wanna post something, something bad seeps in there and there
Came across a tweet which says, 'Wonder how many times a person can be stupid again'
I really wonder too
I haven't really been happy for a couple of months
My mind's always fleeting elsewhere
Oh, sidetrack a lil. Personally, I'm starting to lose interest in Gucci. Its prints just don't look good. Burberry's pretty. Loewe's pretty but crazily steep. Staff purchase, anyone? Let me know!! Hehe
Yeah yeah back.
Lotsa shuffling among my gals lately, or rather friends
People parting, people moving on, people breaking people's heart, people getting hurt
I'm often struck bewildered, just staring into space thinking what's true love?
Sex is so common these days, oh we're a couple and we do it. It's normal. That kinda thing
What happened to chastity/ virginity - saving it for your husband
Perhaps things modernize as days go by, no more pig cages, no more stoning to death
What's happening may be common and understood but unnecessarily means we gotta accept
Maybe the greatest fear is loneliness
Whatever happened to the period for recuperation?
'Waiting' was such a sacred word to hear. But seems like impatience and fear got victory
First love, true love, I'm losing touch. What the heck are all these?
No more waiting for the person you love deep down to be with you or return to your side
Let's get another mate, isn't it more convenient? At least I won't feel lonely~ We don't get along, we part. C'mon, move on. Don't be a nut, stuck in your own past, dwelling in it, crying tears that pity only you feel yourself
But...I beg to differ
Maybe that's why I'm always getting hurt
Could have chosen the easier way out but I guess it's tougher that way for me
Goes the same for friends. People come and leave
You don't make time for them, they look for people who can give them their time
Time widens the gap, we miss each other, maybe we don't
We meet, trying to catch up everything we can but there's the fact that can't be wiped, things have changed.
Trying and trying tears the heart apart
So sometimes I ask myself, should I stop trying? I'm tired
Then they get influenced by the new people they hang out with, you find it so hard to 'befriend' them all over again, it's tiring
I'm just holding tighter to people who hold on tight to me
People who love me/ willing to love me genuinely and be nice to me, never forget me
Don't really think that's a lot to ask for
I don't need lavishing of praises; gifts/ words with motives/ freaking crocodiles/ whatever fanciful shit
I need people with perseverance that at the end of the day we still remember each other
That distance can't conquer us
Places nobody can replace
No betrayal, no backstabbing, no pain
Sadly, the world isn't as perfect and beautiful...
Where the good resides, evil exists
But something true, the good will prevail cause God sees
Feels like it's wishful thinking on my part, my hair will prolly all whiten and fall like autumn leaves and that day will never come
Okie, promise a happy post the next time
Oh, wait. Seeing my fb wall cheers me up :)