So what happens when we decided that we'll be better off without you?

You've got a friend, you named her the bestest friend
Even a few seconds phone call would bring the widest smile
Even a few minutes meet up meant so much
Someone you'll want to celebrate your birthday with every year
You think of the future, she's still in your life
You gals share secrets, so assured it'll be kept safe
The clique gets shaken, you gals are still there for each other
Never someone else who understood you better
The next snap of the fingers, she betrayed you thoroughly
Tears seemed ever so bountiful
But hatred never bore
Her well-being was all you cared, still
Your heart got shaken, cause she's trying to take a step back into your life
Fearful, uncertain but shaken
You want her back
But denial to protect yourself from getting hurt so deeply again
All excited and anticipating the upcoming simple trip to genting in October
We prolly could smile at each other, just like good o' times
Only to realise she will be charged in court this 30th August 2010
So what happens?

So what happens when you realised it's not only one
But two of your loved ones who conspired against you, you, just solely you
The cruelty of the mind
The seed of the evilness
The time through understanding of me became a hold over me
I never understand how you guys got pass that
How you guys fall asleep
How you guys feign ignorance
How you guys never tear at the sight of me
When I could not; had difficulty at falling asleep
I sleep with a damp pillow and bunnies at night for days I never could count
Bad dreams of your deeds, I bend over mornings in tears
I never wanted to acknowledge em
It haunted me but never stopped me from forgiving
Because I love you guys as my friends
I never forgotten the goodness you guys showered upon me once before

But... I've lost my once so long-standing patience
I've lost my smiles people could not understand how I keep on my face almost all the time I'm seen
I've lost my docileness
I've lost my everlasting sense of trust
Senstivity tightens
Impatience angers me
No longer eyes filled with innocence as far as I remember
My eyes are now like scanners, wanting to be disconnected from my heart
Because, never let your heart rule your head

You know, I don't really care bout the first
Cause we've grew numb
Sorry, yes I will feel for you
But repentance becomes cheap or worthless coming from your lips
Just get lost

So what happens to what happens to so what happens
Will you, still be standing strong

Will you dash across the road with fleeting cars and get run over?
Will you sit on the ledge an take your greatest leap? (Um no, I'm afraid of heights)
I'm gonna live on well, cause every second can be a lesson to learn
It's how you wanna perceive it