My mind's overloaded with much thinking lately. I'm feeling very bothered.
I dislike what I know because it's unacceptable to me.
To such an extent I actually agreed there's no better word apart from ___t to describe you.
I've no idea what's going on and I don't really wish to know.
It's simply irksome.
I'm aware doing some things will bring hurt to myself but I'll still go ahead with it.
I may be one of a kind, foolish or maybe there's really only me of my kind but it all boils down to a word, ___e.
Once, I told somebody I threw away my diaries because I don't like certain memories.
He told me, why, don't throw away your memories. Just keep it.
Throwing away my diaries unnecessarily erases my memories.
So just live with it, recognising your mistakes, learn and move on.
I had the intention of going to Sinming/ Xinming yesterday but somehow I was forbidded or so?
I was turned off by that, seriously.
There's an element of me, I express myself as if I totally don't care when deep inside it matters a lot. E.g, I give face of "I don't give a damn".
Somehow, it just applies to everybody.
Please try not to get me wrong all right.
I'm quite upset with some cold conversations with some ppl.
What's more upsetting is the ugly wugly Mongolian Costume!! Why Zhong hua ying xiong?! Not Venice Victorian?
Some strong pending wants:
1) Instant camera (Apart from the common Polaroid one)
2) Diana+ Camera
3) Good set of sewing machine
P.s Mummy, please please get them for me. Sis, maybe you can invest in em' too.
Halt there, I'm not a depressed person with a sad life.
I'm a hehehaha person but with pressing troubles on my mind and I don't like to show it.
Yeahhhhh.