Okay, I think I really have stop grabbing chocolates/chips/crackers.
17.06.08, Tuesday
Cremation - As it moved further from me, I wanna rush to hold it there. But I couldn't. Know the feeling?
Went to catch The Hulk with Sis and her Boy.f, Jeremy at night.
I think everybody commented it was a good movie after they watched.
But I don't really think so. Maybe because I didn't concentrate on watching it.
Forgotten what happened the past few days.
19.06.08, Thursday
Helped Sis with baking of Moist chocolate cake. First attempt. Mannn, looked very tempting.
Baked extra. Packed in a container a slice each for Leelee and Benson.
But threw them away after I tasted the cake. Tasteless eh. Disappointing. Never mind, time in my hands after O's.
That night, I didn't dare to fall asleep. I don't know why, just felt very very scared.
Sis sneaked out to play mahjong with friends. Although Yj and Charmaine rang me up to chat, I was still feeling very very afraid.
It's like when we miss somebody, the face will automatically appear in the mind right? So I'm thinking about my Grandpa all the time, and the face that appears is the one that I saw from the c-----. And it's really very scary.
So afraid I'd dream of how he passed away. So afraid.
At about ten, I was already exhausted. But just didn't dare to sleep. Sorry Charmaine, to keep you up till three plus.
That's it la, dozed off. Had to leave lights on.
Texted my friend, telling him too. Heh, thank God he hadn't slept yet. Thanks.
20.06.08, Friday
Woke up at 7.30 A.m. to "da bao" breakfast with Jeremy from Mc and woke that pig up.
I guess because of his presence, it brought Sis and me closer. But she's one super sensitive person.
I realized all three of them at home are the same. One sentence could just set off the bomb man! I'd be like (???)
Still, not a home, not a place you'd see my smile.
Painted from 10 A.m. to two plus. three? Helped Jeremy with "chocolate making" for Sis.
Rushed out to meet Banana Sister. Caught "The Happening."
Seriously, DON'T WATCH IT. It's not a thriller, it is a "SICK" show. Reallyreallyreally, don't watch it. Waste of money as well.
Went to church. After service, went to catch "Don't mess with the Zohan" with Sis and her boy-f again.
The sexual scenes huh, made me very uncomfortable okay.
But I like the storyline. Didn't laugh much though it was a comedy.
Shi min (Non-Khong) just called to say she and Su qi would be coming later on to help me pack my stuff into the boxes because they know I always take my own sweet time. So nice of them right. (:
Kay la, they're here already.
Have been rushing out my Art but I simply can't finish!
Not to mention about Holiday assignments. How how how?
The one to make it blossom; the same one to make it die