All those chanting and clanging of cymbals made my ear senses numb.
I really feel very uncomfortable with the custom and ritual. Seriously detest it. To me, it's like going through just for the sake of my Grandpa. Holds no meaning at all.
And on one time, I reacted in a way I shouldn't. (Can't contain it!)

Been spending half a day painting over a small area over and over again. I just hope I won't be compelled in dropping Art next week. Seems like I won't be able to complete them. Not that I don't want to.

Big apology to Chye ning. Asked her over yesterday yet I kept leaving house and left her alone watching the Dvd. Sorry, my friend really needed me there. Really so sorry, Chye ning!!

I was so.... touched. When I saw my church friends at the wake last night.
I nearly cried but I told myself not to, in front of them. But friends, I really really appreciate it.
Was biting my lips all the time la. Just couldn't cry.
Thank you Trina for coming.
Thank you V.Chin (Strawberry yogurt) for coming.
Thank you Wan yan for coming.
Thank you Whui xin for coming.
Thank you Yj for coming.
Thank you Kian wee for coming.
Thank you Choo chye for coming, and also thank you to your wife.
Was surprised when I saw my phone blinking with the name, "Yj" Because we had conflicts and didn't talk for nearly a month? Thank you.

Was rather surprised when I saw Kian wee's message. Being a non-outspoken person. His message really warmed my heart.

It's okay, Nicole. I hope your cramps have left.

In all, thank you friends...

Sorry, Snakey. I know I should have rang you up that day to tell you. We'll talk when we meet for breakfast tomorrow yeah?

Sherman and Tristan, we cousins will keep in touch yeah? Day out after my O's!
As well as Cheryl & Pek Shia (Are we meeting on Thursday?)
As well as Ah hao!

Politics in the family? Tsk.
All my holiday assignment are undone.

公公。。。
公公。。。　。。。

我好不开心啊

Definitely, it's not easy at all for me now.