Wellwell, didn't intend to post today as I have more important things to do. But just a little while to say a few things.
Today, due to some reasons, I was frightened la.
It was somewhat concerning my safety (Which is things are fine now), Snakey snake actually decided to fast for one meal just for my sake!
To what we believe, fasting actually allows the impact of our prayers to be greater.
She suddenly said to me after recess, I have decided! I asked her, what?? She then told me.
I was really touched and at a loss for words. Obviously, I won't express to her how I feel la because uhyahuhyahyah I won't do that and so yeah, it's in my blog! (Big smile)
She's always crying for food, just like me. Furthermore, I think she'd agree if I say I'm eating far more than her. I can understand the hunger and also, the temptation she'll have to resist. Because of us are bad at resisting the temptation of food!
I've been acting nonchalent, pretending as if I don't care at all about many issues. Actual truth, whether or not I care, I guess she's the only one who can feel it apart from God.
Amazing eh?
Finally Jiaojiao contacted me today after SO long. Well, we promised to meet up after our major exams. I miss her saying, "Miss meeeeeeeeeee?"
I spent two hours painting a miserable 16 by 8 cm foot with acrylic! Oh, that's only a small portion of the canvas paper? And it's the 1/6 painting(s) that I have to complete not forgetting 4 layouts plus a mock-up. All to be completed in approximately nine days??
I screwed up my oral examination today. My words were like an old engine sputtering.
Then came the conservation time: What is your ambition?
I was stunned. I kept looking at her. Never had I fixed my mind on any yet.
In my mind - Er, teacher? Dance instructor? Piano teacher? Taekwondo? Art? WHAT????
I chose psychologist.
Then I said, er, xin li.... xin li.... er.... er....
"Xin li yuan shi ma?"
Uuh! Dui!
I looked so stressed up as she posed more and more questions. Felt like giving up man. My tongue was tied in hundreds of knots and I felt like an idiot speaking in mandarin, or rather, saying one word then uh.... uh....
I've been speaking in mandarin for the past two months, hoping to see an improvement.
But screwed up! Tight!
BUT, WO BU HUI FANG QI. Ppl laugh when they hear me speaking. It's okay, it's okay. We shall see man!
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