HAPPY BIRTHDAY VELARIE!
So sorry it actually slipped off my mind. But still, I managed to wish you today (Smiles)
My Sec one softballer partner, used to be, once was
I'm happy because many ppl are very concerned about my studies and they willingly asked if I had any queries, expecially Moo and Snakey! (Smiles)
After the conversation with Leelee, I was super motivated and focussed because I wanna reach that goal of mine. Shared with her already. I must make it!
Counting, it's approximately three months to prelims? five to six months before I regain my freedom?
The trip to the hospital hit me, there was a voice telling me, "don't take your parents for granted! Your father may jolly well end up like the one on the bed. You'll be the one holding his hand and weeping and regretting every "ill-treatment" you'd done onto him.
It's really time to take you parents to church, to accept Christ. You'd never know when their days will end."
I watched the heartbeat rate jump from 70s to 200 over, to 50s to 200 over, to 50s, 49, 40. And it slowly dropped...
I'm sorry, friend, couldn't stay on to keep vigil with you by your dad's side as I had tuition.
Tried to control my tears, somehow I just couldn't.
But the thing about Christians is, we have the serenity in our hearts because we know that the deceased will be going home to be with The Lord.
Indeed, the undeniable torment. But look on the other side, it's eternal life up in the Heavens.
And we know for sure it was God's will.
I felt His presence there, so strong.
Some thoughts came, I imagined my loved one was lying there, gasping for his last breath. Couldn't bear the thought of it.
Heavy heart, ache, sleepy.