Met Mum just now to buy a rose for my prep work.
Everything was fine, till I saw this person who resembles somebody, with another person beside that person, this strong feeling of uneasiness crept into my heart.
Sigh, it's been quite a while since I felt that way. Seriously I don't like it at all and I'm feeling it, still.
Never mind, a good sleep will probably kill it.
The thought of giving up while running that stupid 2.4 Km was constantly ringing and goodness, I felt really giddy and like as if I was going to collapse any time.
But, I talked to Him, and He gave me strength! The perserverence to not give up. [",]
2.4 IS OVER!!
Thank you to the ppl who kept cheering me on.
Well, I heard Jaslin, Wan I think, Snakey, Lenice, Dilyis (S.p), can't remember, and other voices I couldn't make out.
I would say I'm happy with how things are now, especially after I rededicated my life to God.
However, there are times some uncontrollable feelings would just seize me and I've got totally no control in handling them.
Recently, each morning as I rise from bed, I feel insecure as I look around and wonder, is there school today? Why am I feeling this way?
Teachers are telling me they're worried for my studies more and more these days.
They are scaring me even more yeah.
Miss Kaur said my English standard has dropped drastically and she's getting harder on me now, even minor issues which she used to close one eye about.
Be happy, Nicole!
Thank you Yun ting, for that message you sent to him. [",] Was touched actually.
Sorry, Ye jie, somehow you always seem to be there whenever I'm getting those stuff, so, sorry if I "vented" anything on you.
Study hard, Ryan!
And Keef, you and your fortnightly deal!
All right, gotta complete my homework before revising for two tests.
Good choice to sign in Msn Messenger after such a long time, caught up with friends I used to keep in touch with.
Especially Alligator and Stick insect.
And I realised it's not that Alligator didn't wanna keep in touch! Heeh.
Oh, by the way, don't worry, I'm not suffering from depression.
Just a matter of how I'm feeling now.
And I'm sorry if I speak lesser and lesser now, don't worry, this phase will pass, soon I hope!