i have a few points to make.
i was rejoicing over the change in this friend. but no, he's hard up okay. hard up. maybe i should use this term generally across eh?
valentines day probably means a thing only to couples, nothing to ppl who are unattached.
i was in a damn foul mood that day; my attitude suck big time, i threw a tantrum at whatever minor thing there was. i was morose for the rest of the day but my mood set in as the time passed in church.
thank you say lee for two reasons, thank you snakey for that little note, you two made me feel better gradually.
thank you for that gift that you specially ordered from USA. i was like, woah. indeed, a meaningful gift.
enjoy the days spent with my clique, especially studying together with ryan, trina and snakey. besides, what ill stuff can we discuss since all three of us have accepted Christ? hmm? [" ,] (no offence though)
how should i describe it? anxiety? lack of confidence? dreadfulness?
i rambled on and on about my despondence of me not being able to play the only position i relish and how much i yearned for that position.
raphael said,"it's not about an individual, it's about a team."
it means the teams strengths have to be spreaded across the field, not having you in that position just because you WANT it. and yeah, i was enlightened.
but i'm not gonna deny i mind that fact. I MIND IT, RIGHT DEEP INSIDE ME. YES. I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY DO MIND. i was just so affected by it. i formed a river.
then again the words about a team will keep ringing in my head to remind me.
snakey and i are now sitting beside each other. i'm always sleeping, she's always influenced by me, blames me and sleeps too, now we can both stack our heads and sleep together! right in front of the classroom.
she's actually able to demostrate the events from me about-to-sleep to slept-already. hilarious. hahahah!
i'm being tardy ranging from half an hour and above lately. and please, ppl, don't run towards sch when we're not gonna be late. you'll just alarm me, i'll panick, and i'll dash to the parade square to see practically all still finding their seats ya. of course. there were genuine times i was almost late. [" ,]
i have to lift my studies out of the doldrums. i seriously need help.Heavenly Father, You see my.....