Rebecca
Twenty seventh August, 1992
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Monday, December 17, 2007

vincent; jun xiang; velarie; edwin; daniel; zi peng;anna; chye ning; del; qi sheng; shi min (A2); rui jie; shi min; htay aung; wan; jaslin; wei long; vivian; bing shun; marcus lim; say lee; benson; dinah; alex ching

damn sad ya

jay jee; grace; li pin; bei er; zhao yi; jing yi; calvin; miracle; wei en; cheng hou; sean; andre; zimmer; sister; wei shan; shue ling; raphael; ameer; charmaine; yee chin; kerry

andrew, leelee and all actually warned me for like two weeks already.
but that act was really.....
detested what i watched on the CCTV.
like as if i wasn't feeling bad even before that incident. like double blow.
heartache ah.
ppl around my workplace kept saying (literally translated) :old one don't go, new one won't come.
my reply was, sometimes new things can NEVER replace the old ones.

was like super depressed that period of time. and i'm sorry i just sat there and stared into blank space and didn't work.
leelee is right. the moment i thought of the contents, i just couldn't control myself.
jiaojiao said, "wa you really make me feel like changing my phone too."
"why?"
"i see you like that i also heart pain. ya si yi qi si."
i was damn touched.

i gradually felt better after all the consolation from all the ppl there.
security guards; SK ppl; pushcart; jason and all.
and after a phone call; and also knowing that leelee was concerned.
and also because of cheng hou and jiaojiao. in fact i was smiling la.
but that stupid feeling crept in again soon after.

after reading leelee's post, i felt even happier leh. not about the accident of course.

sigh. what's gone is gone. don't wish to talk bout' it anymore.
maybe God is trying to help me overcome myself again.
will talk bout' happier stuff tomorrow. yeah.

12:03 AM
i dream of you.

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