Rebecca
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Sunday, November 25, 2007

kept tosing and turning in bed, had the whole thing drafted up in my mind.
i already made the decision. i even wanted to post after midnight, knowing i will change my mind easily and. but reckoned it's too hasty.
went to church, pastor preached about some stuff. yet again, i wavered.
still, i've decided to go ahead. typed some in my previous green post as well.

statements of me attempting to move on and waiting till the end of the year can are constantly claimed. people have been hearing the same old stuff over and over again. till now they just brush it off.
just two nights ago, i confided in leelee. she said i will never ever be able to make it.

let's all be very open, i feel there's no longer a need to hide this from anybody.
though it's merely thirty over days more, i really don't have the will to carry on like this.
first, it was you making those decisions.
subsequently, more problems arose and snowballed.

my results dropped terribly, i could never escape from the countless questioning from people. for ppl who know me for a long time, realised that i have became so different ever since january.
i don't wish to type more about this.

i really owe a huge thank you and apology to those ppl who cared and kept urging me to move on. i'm sorry i took so long.

have faith in me ppl.

perhaps for ppl who read this may think it's not something big to affect somebody's life. it's by no easy feat to make this decision to move on.

but thank you, for you have made me become more mature in thinking. i learnt a lot through all these.

all those sweet-nothings and memories, i will hold on to them.
what's present about you, i will cast it aside.

the once dao dan gui will let go what she's been grasping on about the used to be da ben dan. (guess you've forgotten bout' this, and many other stuff? hmm?)

God has already made plans for everybody.
whatever will be, will be...

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