especially after the twelve hours. well, not exactly. as i liked how we spent the twelve hours together (:
due to some reasons, i cant go for the last two days. what a pityyyyyyyyyy.
it was by fate that i was still online when it was going one a.m. thanks to xing xia, and ch.
i was hesitant to try out, eventually i went on with it. though it was vivo. oh, concidentally, jm was going too.
i've never liked vivo. vivo is a stupid place, because i can go on walking for about one hour, and still unable to find the place i wanna go to, and still be lost. take for example, yesterday. you can ask jm : D
first time at work, two marvellous friends i made . jm is fun.
first impression of ameermeer, he's not that young. but i realised he's only fifteen! hes veryvery friendly, and funny. and yeah, great time with him. he's just different from other fifteen years old. yeah, blue bird and squirrel eh? : D shall compete you in TENNIS in future.
have proper meals.
hmm, when i first saw k, there was this feeling about it. after a while, i felt he reminded me of e. i felt uneasy.
e is an ass, he claimed i didnt reply his messages thus we stopped contact. hymh.
the whole feeling of k was that he's flirtatious. im sorry bout' that. but, i really have a phobia bout' ppl who dont take things seriously, especially guys. thats why i couldnt look at him, or rather talk to him.
dont keep sleeping, hope somebody bangs the table and wake you up again.
i thought he wouldnt have a good impression of me, but he said jm and iwere the best colleagues he ever got. (:
hence, i sent him a message to explain myself and apologise. i wont be that mean the next time.
yeah, we shall meet up some time later(:
thank you redalmond for your concern. the things you said last night touched me. i feel happy yet guilty. cant change the fact we only knew each other this year.
im starting to feel disgusted with myself. i cant believe im actually thinking of those ppl.
friends are constantly saying the same old thing. i will think bout' it.
dont worry leelee, i will always remember what you told me. i will too, think bout' it.
God, im a little slow-witted. i dont know if im hearing your voice, or You are still testing me : D lower down the level of difficulty okay?
im sorry that i missed hearts on fire yesterday. ugh, it was the first episode ): im sorry.
dont get the wrong idea. i didnt force him to carry it. he helped me on his own accord (:
