precisely that's what i'm saying.
be at the losing end in exchange for his happiness. it's worth it.
damn, i feel the pain for you.
the entire thing you said was exactly how i felt.
you asked me before, why am i still feeling the pain when i said it's okay that he's with her.
i don't need to be with him, i just need him to be by my side always. unfortunately, that's shattered already.
ultimately, what matters is he's happy and has someone to accompany him.
i guess, to him i was taking him for granted in the past, by repeatedly replying the same answer. yes, that seriously was so wrong.
i could have explained.
doesn't matter anymore.

okay, i don't care, i'm just gonna type.

wanted to look for you at your workplace past few days. thank goodness i didn't ask you.
i was hoping you wouldn't tell me as i saw on m's blog already.
buying hamsters for you show she's into this relationship.

there's a line between what a friend like me, and somebody else can do.
and i don't even know what you are to me now.
but frankly speaking, i'm happy for you guys.

that's the most i'm gonna say. broke my promise to myself, well maybe a quarter of my promise.

this is the first time you've really loved a person as in that sense. the day you started off with him, i was praying hard he wouldn't repeat his mistakes. many ppl told me stuff about him, but i stood in my stand as a friend of his.
for now, he can't be blamed. i know you don't exactly blame him as well.
i can't interfere in this.
but please, continue having your meals and watch your health alright?

i know all those emotions within me, but she can express it better than me. just couldn't find what words to use.

like jessica's g-12. and i like her sister.
felt all weak yesterday.
very sorry ry and yj that i didn't stay on when i agreed to earlier on.
t didn't wanna stay, and i was really hesitant whether to stay or not, as ry assured it's fine to stay on. still, i left. sorry.
well, we've got other times to meet! (:
i'm a little doubtful about somebody's character.