you are making me dislike coming back home.
the way si ling had her beancurd was like sucking of brain. yeeeeeee. hahaha
maths was crap.
raphael kept asking why i kept dreaming all the time during morning assembly.
never mind, maths is gone!
jia you raphael, for your dnt! (:
jing yi wrote me a letter to tell me how she felt that time when she told me that min qi was going to church too.
and she expressed her unhappiness towards my reaction.
i dont wanna continue deluding myself.
im starting to feel a little.. a little..
because i dont get to see Lord. and i cant speak in tongues.
from young, i dont have a very strong Christian foundation.
i feel envious to see how close ppl are to God, but not me.
i know i shouldnt be thinking in this way, Satan is working on me.
i just need to go to church more times, my faith would be recognised by myself.
im having a struggle within me.
the weather was terrible just now.
i was actually thinking about that incident when i got home. all the time.
whatever faults you pointed out, i actually reflected and realised them too.
still, thank you for being honest with me.
tomorrow would be the sec fours' last day in sch. after which, hmm they have their study leave.
know how i feel?
p.s i realised my last time posts are all veryvery long.
12:19 PM
i dream of you.
♥