Rebecca
Twenty seventh August, 1992
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Saturday, October 6, 2007

sorry wei long, didnt agree to have lunch with you tomrorow.
haha i dont even know if i will go out with you during holidays.

okay, was having my lunch when dad made a remark.
he accused me of something. thus i said, when i did it you never saw.
when i dont do it, you said i never done it before at all.
then i replied.
he got very mad and said i would be very unlucky if he ever lays hands on me and he has been tolerating.
go on, ive grown older already, i cant figure out how you wanna use violence on me.
im sorry if you cant take my attitude, its too bad.

went to church yesterday.
i would say almost everybody cried while singing songs of praise and the pastor was shouting.
i. stood there. and i didnt cry.
i wanna know whats the reason they cried, was it because they felt God's presence.
around me i could hear ppl speaking in tongues.
they have the gift but i do not have.
suddenly i felt i have been living in denial and pretended that i was all along close to God.
when i only came to know that im already far from God.
Lord, i hope through time you can bring me back to you. please.

i was deciding if i should reply his comment.
aiya, after looking at his profile, i didnt want to.
let things be like this.
ooh he went offline already.

jing yi called me this morning just to apologise to me. haha i feel the sincerity.
its really okay, you woke me up anyway. (:
i hope your parents and teacher wont give you unwanted pressure. jia you!

it wasnt that scary actually.
and i think ryan looks rather good looking actually.
no wonder s.....
hahaha.

church is.... tomorrow! sometimes i fear going church because everybody seem so close to God but me.
sigh.

meeting snakey later.

for two ppl who dont take things seriously, make very good friends.
they can crap, they can laugh they can do whatever they want.
because both of them are the same.

its the will of yours, and the first step that you have to take.
i hope the Holy Spirit can be renewed in me...

anyway, talked to andre on the phone.
and i realised he actually.. you ah. i dont know what to say.
anyway, sorry andre i was talking nonsense all the time. i wasnt serious, i was just wasting my saliva.
anyway, im glad i got you back. (: yeah!

congratulate me for i am on my way to possible layouts. with one completed already : D

sister asked if she could enter my room, obviously i cant say no right.
thus we talked, and she messaged me later to say that shes very happy. hmm.

my lips are cracking very badly.
ive found out the reason.
that is because ive been cooping myself in air con room.
and im very lazy to apply moisturizer on my ams and legs.

i think i should really let go of something that isnt worth holding on.
not because of whatever chance or not.
its because i feel i have loved you in vain.
you dont appreciate my love.
so, what for?

For a friend, for a love,
to keep me safe and warm
i turn to you.

3:26 PM
i dream of you.

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