snakey is dingdingdangdanging behind me.
gym was. um. hahahaha
i cyclied for twenty minutes,
ran for five minutes and i gave up : D
i had two dreams yesterday, yet again they were so vivid.
dreams cant be too real, they will frighten you.
one was about him.
another was about jaslin, shue ling, say lee, si ling and i dont know who.
i really dont like that dream.
he he he i dreamt he left my house by spiderman's way of departure : D haha!
the dreams made me had a headache and spoilt my morning.
ooh, we made waffle plus chocolate ice cream and raisins! nice. there are photos of them.
upload next time.
i realised i wrote such sweet things about velarie in the past.
i believe shes the one that made me grew fear towards friends.
like mummy agreed with me, we can forgive but forgetting is another thing.
grandpa and grandma smiled upon receiving my little heart : D
hehehehehe. they said wa hen mei leh (:
ah ma said im getting prettier. : D never mind, grandparents are always like that.
tristan has grown a lot. i used to have a lot of difficulties deciphering his ah gur gur gur.
now, he even said im lan leh! that wooden kit.
he said, " lai ni kan wo zuo."
then "aiya wo ye bu dong leh" then that face.
hahahahaha.
spiderman is a horrible game, i cant kill the monsters.
he asked me to da da li kill those monsters.
i exclaimed, i already da da li! very da li already. but cannot kill.
then he laughed at me.
cute little cousin then jumped on the sofa repeatedly, saying jia you, jia you, jia you! : D
hehe.
he added a lot of smiley faces yesterday.
the last sentence of the message was like......
haha wo bu chi zhe tao.
suddenly, he made me feel he just got to know me recently.
as in that kind of feeling.
i was very happy actually when he said Mother Mary is with him. ((:
but, i still hope he can convert to lutheran, and feel that religion is part of his life and not just having faith.
to him, just take it as i was crapping. dont take them seriously.
what you have to do, is live happily. that will do (:
its not deleting away my memories,
i am very unwilling to face ugly facts.
sometimes i even wish those memories never existed at all!
i rather not have them...
dont do things because you feel bad. be yourself.
dingdingdangdang!
1:36 PM
i dream of you.
♥