Rebecca
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Saturday, October 13, 2007

my back was hurting like nuts yesterday.
couldnt be because of the shoooooort heels i wore right?

HE THINKS SLAMMING OF DOORS FOR HOURS OR RATHER THROUGHOUT NIGHT TO MORNING IS VERY FUN.
YOU WANNA SEE THOSE DOORS FLYING OUT RIGHT?

i suddenly wondered if i should think whatever that happens in this family is none of my concern.
im not the one whom triggered it.
its the other party.
why am i getting all those crap too.
it was just yesterday sister and i had a talk.
i told her how exactly i felt about this family and in 935.
she said i was getting self-pity. but she apologised too.
i come to remember i was mean to her as well.

then, the shouting and slamming had to come since yesterday. awesome.
yet again he said he wanna shift out.
the condition is that she sleeps at home every single night.
do you think he will make good his word?
i dont know what im hoping for.

if this will make mum have a good sleep every night, and make her life better,
and myself, yes im feeling a tinge of selfishness here, to be less stressed out.
hmm......

but i will worry how is he going to fend for himself out there.
since he has been relying on mum all these years.
will he contact me again.
and use my soft-heartedness to put me in a dilemma.

i really do not like being in a spot.

this is one of the examples why am i easily scared.

however, i dont want my dad to get retribution.
God, please help him.
curb his smoking and drinking, and help him to turn back to you.

i dont want dad to go to hell.

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