Rebecca
Twenty seventh August, 1992
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Wednesday, October 24, 2007

i thought i wouldnt have the mood to blog today.
but things got better as the day went by.

it was really hard to decide if i should go for training today.
thankfully, i did not regret.
i decided to tell coach about my back condition.
i will come for trainings regularly if i can maintain my first base postition.
shue ling is still as cute as ever.
really, velarie is very nice to me.

i really do not wish to feel this torment.
everything is going at fast speed at one go.
it pains me to think of si ling.

i was about to say the never ending tears yesterday was over.

its been a long time, probably since end of january? that i teared at once at the thought of certain things.
the pressure is getting bigger, my breath is getting heavier.
ive never felt so depressed like again, since a long time ago.

that feeling of ppl leaving me, or rather i am going to lose this group of ppl has crept into me once again.
and i have a feeling, it doesnt wanna leave me.

i hope i can pull through this, really.
i hope i can get over this torment bravely...

as what ppl say, seeing is believing.
what i say, seeing is stabbing.

the only advantage, you go to sleep well and sound after you cry.

i seriously feel like voiding the memories i have of you.
i dont know why am i so foolish.
im gonna say some hurtful things.

i wished i never knew you .

i actually had so many joyful things to share today.
yet, due to some reasons, it has overriden everything.

it feels super foreign without si ling.
cant imagine how i will feel when i turn back to look next year, and i dont see her sitting behind me.
like as if dinah's not in the same class as me isnt bad enough.

im sorry if i cant smile in sch, or anywhere public or whatsoever, in front of ppl.
im gonna apologise first if i give attitude.

Labels: those episodes are gonna be replayed. wow .

10:19 PM
i dream of you.

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