i think i really needa say the truth.
i actually feel afraid when i hear ppl speaking in tongues and crying while singing.
they say they feel the presence of the Lord, thus they cried.
then what, i dont cry leh. then does that indicate i dont feel His presence?
i believe in God, i talk to him almost all the time.
but one thing, the problem is church.
are those ppl really sincere when practically All cry.
im not doubting them, but, im afraid its because they wanna feel God's presence thus they cry.
i cant explain it here.
but so long i have faith in God, speaking in tongues and not crying always wouldnt matter, isnt it?
hmm. if you feel i think that God is not important regarding yesterday's matter, theres nothing i can do.
alright im here to add on. snakey used dumbfounded too? hahaha.
i really hope my friends wont be bothered by their results.
i lied to dad, i know my results already.
sadly i passed only three, but that included english. so im safe, thats thanks to God.
wendy's region asked me to join their region and not trina's. haha. i think they are very funny ppl.
but they are nice.
the photo taking part was the most funny part.
say lee talked about his blog today. then i said, dont know leh, maybe its about the xiao ling? : D
i cant tell her so much.
i was showing my concern to the self- proclaimed smart strawberry cake : D
he. said he will only listen to his stead. so, if i want him to listen, i would have to be whatsoever. can i put that face here.
its your health.
si ling, dont worry so much already.
oh ya, say lee said she heard our dingdingdangdanging on the cd : D
i was hesitating to go to sch this morning. and i regretted. big time. but it improved later on.
talk about the discussion i had with jia hao, wan and eugene.
hahahahha they were entertaining me. really hilarious!
how heavy is one raindrop? how long is one raindrop? why dont birds get shot down when the rain hits them? will there be rain in spaces whereby there are gaps in between clouds in the sky?
will acid rain burn a hole through birds?
eugene said burn a hole through their stomach.
now thats funny : D birds dont fly on their reverse side, with their tummy facing the sky : D HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA.
i should be skipping sch tomorrow. but, maybe.
oh ya, mdm salwana started being friendly to me again (: sorry that im always skipping pe lessons. she said i need a doctor's letter before i can refrain from going training.
why cant the letter just do the job. im not going for training tomorrow. sorry.
snakey's coming over later. say lee still coming?
big problems surface when different thinking clash. seriously these affect my mood a lot.
i only realised today that thursday assembly starts at eight thirty not eight twenty? : D
i saw kuku today! i was smiling so widely. but gosh i had cramps, nono not my jaw.
i have to say this.
i dont want anybody to divert attention to two ppl.
devotion has to be there.
like i said, i dont wish to place anybody in a difficult position.
even if that means i will be the one getting hurt.
well then, everything would just start replaying like nightmares.
theres no absolute way out.
seriously i dont know la. sigh.
sadly, i cant be selfish and have everything going in my will.
now i cant talk to rui jie online when dad's around. the background. ahh i did it, minimise it.
yes aunt, i know grandpa has contracted lung cancer.
i asked wendy to help me pray for him.
i cant help, but i want grandpa to be well...
study hard alright?
i will try my best in maths (: though it suck.
temasek poly Should be on the top of the list.
i..
sigh.
i..
never mind.