it doesnt mean you will for sure obtain the results you wish by plainly giving and giving.
this doesnt work.
and im pointing this in particularly to somebody.
when i was in sec. one, i was told he had a crush on me.
that was the guy whom confessed through a rap he created to me.
i thought through this time, his feeling for me had gone already.
so i still replied his messages and treated him as a friend.
since he was very concerned over my health and stuff.
then he gave me this thing for my birthday.
he said the first one meant me, he saw me as an angel.
haha, not again. "angel"
then the second one wasnt him, but someone there by me to support me all the way and i forgotten what.
i had this feeling he would pop the question. inbox was full. received only one part of the message.
it went, thou i know i stand a lil ch...... (second message)
oh my is it what im thinking. YEAH IT WAS.
i dont like this face, but im putting it now. -.-
please la, dont be overconfident can.
"thou i know i stand a lil chANCE......." and again. =.= double now.
i replied him the same thing to other ppl.
hah! no reply. this tells me something.
anyway, hes the first guy to tell me that.
its not because hes important that i wanna post here. i felt a need to.
he made me feel as though all those stuff he gave and those concern he showered upon me had a motive within.
i seriously detest this kind of ppl. YUCK.
dont do it because you want a yes. im seriously disgusted by you.
gotta continue at home.
im home. and im so not used to this bigger screen. headache.
i had to go home because jing yi wanted to sleep. we are going bk tomorrow.
get well soon!
im glad im back to studying. zimmer said hes realyl glad im back to studying. (:
oh. he could feel i was laughing when i put : D haha!
anyway, chye ning, all the best for your paper tomorrow! (:
and all those that are having N levels.
i feel sooooo relaxed by the computer without DAD around.
i stood by the window before going to jing yi's house.
i hear the swooshing of cars driving on the wet roads.
are they driving fearlessly?
how different does it feel compared to driving on dry roads,
how did they adjust and tackle the fear.
what would happen if i turned the steering wheel too hard, would my car crash or turn topsy over.
4:48 PM
i dream of you.
♥