im very full. and i had my dinner when i wasnt feeling hungry at all.
the salmon tastes eeky unfresh.
raphael said actually things might be different for him had he knew me better before yun ting. but again, he said no use saying this.
he said yun ting is a very difficult girlfriend.
he asked what if theres somebody who loves me a lot, and is nice to me, would i consider or rather wait.
he asked if i have forgotten him already.
i told him, it actually depends. it should be within my choice whether i wanna forget him.
suddenly, this feeling is back. i hope its just an infactuation.
i dont wanna be a third party.
and i hope raphael is not diverting his attention now.
im really afraid i have some feelings for him.
i also told him normally it would take two or three years for my feelings for somebody to fade, and its not easy for me to fall for somebody.
back to it, had he known me better before yun ting, things wouldnt be dfiferent.
for i had somebody in my heart already.
haha raphael kept asking if i had forgotten him already.
maybe one day i will find my true love.
drats, im wavering now.
do i still love you that much?
thinking about you deciding not to reply my messages, i feel you are just having fun.
afterall, your heart belongs to her, no longer with me.
im really at a loss.
love is selfish.
but i dont wish he would hurt yun ting. dont alright?
and yes i have something to say.
some childish ppl had a plan to wait for me at mcdonalds after sch.
they said they wanted to influence, or rather push me to somebody.
tell me, knowing how a person i am, would it work?
obviously not.
you can play if you want, but im not taking part.
Lord, you plan it all.
please help me.
now i dont know what to reply raphael.
i know something i say will change things drastically.
7:31 PM
i dream of you.
♥