im back.
si ling bought the things she wanted, and we bought a top together.
its a little girl, and a small font, sweettalker beneath.
i just felt like buying it.
then trina said she wanted to come too.
si ling didnt wanna answer her call. then she called phone. haha i ididnt know who.
and i realised he is trina's "god-brother"??
aiya not very surprising.
si ling told me some things anyway.
actually trina isnt that bad. i think shes okay.
hehehe i had a goooood time laughing with daughter today. and trina too. (:
"whats wrong with YOOOOOOOUUUUUUUUUUU?"
"whats wrong with Y'AAAAAAAALLLLLLLLLLLL?"
hehehehe.
oh ya, jing yi wants to buy skinny jeans, shades, tops, bags etc.
why the sudden change?
hmm i dont really think these suit her. but i dont wish to hurt her.
let me think of something that suits her (:
i saw pek shia, shu wen and charmaine's sister today. and i saw terrence..
i saw many things that i wanted. hmm i will get them one day.
and khabir was with kam chuen. hes so indecisive.
he asked if i could go with him on wednesday to get the cardigan i suggested for his best friend.
but, im not used to going out with guys alone. and the timing for that day isnt right.
dinner at grandma's place and studying.
jiejie suddenly messaged me, i told her about my results.
she asked why am i isolating myself again, what problems am i facing.
i told her a little. she then said, he isnt even fit to be in my life in the first place.
hmm not quite true la.
she said mummy's worried but dont know how to ask me. and she mentioned about isolating again.
hmm i didnt know mummy was worried. sorry.
she said she hoped my studying could produce good results. in this way, her lonliness will be worth it. sigh.
i saw angeline and kian meng. nice to see them together. as in still going out and stuff. (:
angeline said kian meng wanted to tell me something. must be some trick la, and i dont suppose anything good will come out.
so i walked quickly to 812 stop, then he hesitated, then said byebye.
i kept smiling for dont know what reason. then i looked at kian meng for a while. then i looked at angeline, "byebye angeline : D"
anyway, did he really have something to say?
i extracted this part from a lyrics. i can apply this to myself.
if you have to leave,
i wish that you would just leave,
because your presence still lingers here,
and it wont leave me alone,
these wounds wont seem to heal;
this pain is just too real,
there's just too much that time cannot erase