Rebecca
Twenty seventh August, 1992
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Tuesday, September 11, 2007

im back to this topic again.
was doing art with daughter in the canteen today after maths remedial.
she told me say lee told her sometimes she feel that i behave in a manner that isnt real.
how do i say it, si ling used the word "actact"
i felt hurt when i heard it.
i told si ling before that that say lee was looking at me weirdly the whole day.
i asked say lee whats the matter. she said theres nothing.

seriously la, its been awkward to face say lee after so much that had happened.
i dont know how i should react.
there are so manymanymany things that im unhappy with her,
but i didnt say much.
i lost a few close friends, i would say because of her.
they felt i was neglecting them or they didnt want to spoil say lee and my friendship.
i chose to be by her, since she doesnt have much friends.

sometimes i really feel its unworth sacrificing or doing so much for her.
but whenever i think of that message she sent, and the past, i would jut say, forget it..

friends are supposed to accept one other, and flaws, isnt it?

im glad si ling knows how to think. she offers advice and from there, i knew i could tell her things without worrying.
she really knows how to think.

maths remedial is good. only for maths. it really helps.
actually many funny things happened today la. but my mood is spoilt.
and i felt dizzy.

raphael and ppl at the back kept laughing at me.
raphael asked why do i always scratch my head whenever i sit up.
"very itchy ah"
idiot, i dont know. its my habit. whenever i think, i will naturally do the scratching action.

miss mary said im very stubborn. hahaha.
she said, "if no inspiration then you sit on the floor there and face the wall or go under the teacher's table. that should help."
me, " dont want. haha i sit there and talk to the spider." (the floor was very dirty, plus its the corner. ) hehehe then she laughed.

i ordered two b boys photo. raphael lied to yun ting that it was for eugene. you ah! haha.

jing yi is nice (:

i asked, mr chia why is major tan called major? why?
mr chia. " i told you, its the ranking in army."
"but here also not army. why major?"
"i dont know rebecca, why do you ask me this kind of funny question."
"why not minor, why major."
: D

trina asked, mr chia why the gradient m not g?
feeling like laughing? haha!

imagine mr chia's face. hehe.

i put the teapot beside my table, si ling didnt want to move, thats why.
mr chia, "eh, why, why this teapot suddenly appear here."

mr chia is super cute.

and chee zheng is super cute too. he asked me whats surplus and the meaning.
he wants to learn (:

i think i just need time, time..
i will forget you in no time...

to my friend, say lee.
i dont wanna see you hurt. i want to see you happy.
i rather knowing the truth and get hurt rather than being kept in the dark.
i cant pretend i dont know what you said. and how much you hurt me.
but im telling you, i treat you as one important person to me, and my friend.
different ppl have different ways of reacting.
si ling agreed, you say things without thinking.
i think you wanna say this, but used the wrong words to express yourself.
i will try my best to understand.
if you wanna improve this friendship, you gotta speak up.
otherwise i cant change, and you will forever keep mum.
and i wont know what you are thinking. its scary.. you dont respond or tell me how you feel whenever i tell you things.

whatever it is, im not giving any friend my hundred percent trust again.

miss xu and miss mary thanked me for the cards.

mdm salwana cancelled my SIP.
she told me a lot of things.
im very sorry.
but shes using the soft way la!
she said she hoped i can do the tae bo. but its weird and funny.
shes making me feel bad.
but thanks...

i prayed for rain for these two days. it came!
but i dont know if its due to my weather.
because some ppl may be having competitions and outings, thus, prayed for sunshine.
never mind, i dont know what im saying.

yeah, i do miss charis.

im meeting charmaine at seven.

i guess i cant do painting today.

all the best for your paper tomorrow.
and to benson and friends.
and mr blue.

wei shan is very close to shi min again. im worried.
and wei shan seemed to be reverting back to her old self again.
i feel its like my fault.. because i kept hanging out with say lee and si ling, she doesnt wanna "spoil."
anyway mr chia wants to change shi min's place.

si ling expressed her unhappiness about trina.
hope trina can change!

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