i saw this black cardigan that i intended to buy for mama as her birthday present.
was considering. then i left the shop and walked one round and decided to get it.
then, it was gone! the last piece! i was uptight. i told the lady, "wo zhi zou le yi quan jiu mei you le ahhh"
haha then the lady kept laughing and say, aiya mei you le.
in the end they left XL.
never mind, i saw a nicer colour one.
then pinah and i talked.
she made her ic already. ugh.
anyway i was about to sit down when pinah said, ey say lee leh. i felt weird.
then i looked. oh, with benson. phew luckily i asked pinah instead of her.
then i drank my clam chowder.
benson kept gaving missed calls. i gave them back too.
then say lee gave. then i looked at them and smiledsmiled.
sorry benson for telling you i had no mood, dont talk to me, go away. then i looklooked.
so sorry.
good also, they are veryvery close now.
hah, and i hid the cardigan and wrapper outside the house.
pleaseplease dont let them be stolen. for i paid for them with all the money i left.
im broke again. after all the money i have saved up and not eat.
but its for mummy.
dinner and study is on tomorrow.
i wonder if he had anybody to entertain him, should be, otherwise he would message me to pass time huh.
i feel like going to bed now, have to wake up at nine tomorrow.
i some sort dread sleeping. i cant fall asleep! its weird.
yesterday was bad.
and oh, i cried just now, everything flooded back. went out and im back now.
and i feeeeeel much better.
oh no i forgotten to reply wei long. thanks for your concern (:
treat everybody with the same heart, without those labels of best friends and my love.
this should work.
i got beaten down by those ppl whom i have claimed are my best and closest friends.
and the person i love.
10:17 PM
i dream of you.
♥