Rebecca
Twenty seventh August, 1992
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Monday, September 3, 2007

i am currently using jing yi's computer. cant use the one in my room due to some restrictions.
thus i told myself i would try my best not to use the stupid computer as im super irritated by my father.
i need to blog with my privacy protected okay. hymh!

anyway, si ling was about to come to my house when she kicked the cupboard and her toe started to bleed. thus postponed to friday. take care!
i thought jing yi was still asleep. after calling her for four times, and two messages, she finally replied me.
after my wakey wakey wake up!
rainrainrain and rain. my legs got wet. at the rain kept spitting at my face.

bought waffle and milk tea to her house.
i was dying to blog as im afraid i would forget what i wanna post.
finally, four!! and i think jing yi's brother is soooo cute. and a nice boy. (:
he offered me drink! (:

i said im not going to his match but suddenly had the urge to. seven thirty, charmaine had finished work already.
rare chance you know! she was very angry with me, i knew the reason why. hmm.
met her, waited for cab. again, none was in sight!! i kept panicking, but upon thinking his girlfriend is there to support him already, i was okay.
dont think he needed me there. i just wanted to go over to watch and support. and see him get his prize.

had stomach cramp when i reached there. throughout, charmaine was a little rude and fierce to me. : S
i knew why also.
sat there and refused to go there. somehow afraid to see her.
as i gazed out, i felt like crying. dont know why.
i knew i shouldnt be here, why was i here in the first place? i shouldnt be.
charmaine then said its because i missed him too much and wanna see him.
is that the reason?

i knew i would be hurt to see them together, my vision was very blur and i had cramp, but still i wanted to go.
weird right.

was looking for her la. couldnt see properly. then i asked say lee where she was, i meant girlfriend.
i asked in a rather funny way, thus making say lee and benson laugh.
char said benson was kaypo. hahaha.

her friend kept staring at us la. i dont know why.
char kept staring back, and at him too.
no choice, i had to keep blocking her view, i didnt want her to stare at them.
he came over to talk to me, but i didnt wanna talk to him. sorry.

i wasnt comparing about whether she is prettier than me or the other way.
i wasnt concerned bout' that.
i was just hurt by the fact that my counted as best friend could go to his blog and say stuff she knew that would upset me.
so i wanted to see how PRETTY she could be.
not a tinge of jealously here.

long post.
posting another after this.

i really felt that ................. whatever you call it, when i saw him going to her.
i really dont know how to describe that weird feeling.

didnt wanna go there, and didnt want char to stare further, i went off without watching him get his prize. ):
hehe i can say char understands me a lot.
she knew i would want to turn back, i did la. but again, i decided not to. hahahaha.
she was fierce to me for the first time last night. haha, i know shes concerned.

went to mcdonalds. had double chocolate. um weird, but tastes like chocolate milk. can afford to drink it down. haha

saw velarie and friends. she smiled so widely, somehow im suspecting is it because char is there.
she waved too.
char then said the skin around my eyes looked red and could see my veins.
then she went on and on. haha, i think its the marks that are left after i cried every day that period of time.

heard dad was drunk, had to go back.

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