this post is for charmaine.
all i know, in my heart, i was thinking of charmaine all the time.
i felt she was the only one truly there for me, there to listen EACH time.
and i mean each time, without fail.
she doesnt try to cut short my nagging and stuff.
she feels the pain when im hurt or bullied.
seriously i dont really recall the past.
she said i always run away from her and stuff.
and "bombed" her on her birthday.
i must have been a stinky person!
she really cares for me, even a little thing, she would be very concerned.
she showed it by yeah..
but now, she promised me things, and i know she wont break them.
im very sorry that i dont call you jie.
but deep down, i really feel you treat me like a real-blood sister.
thank you charmaine...
i dont know how i would be, without you there by me.
in fact i already look upon you as a sister.
maybe one day when i dare, i will start calling you as my sister.
do take care of yourself.
dont spend so much money always.
hope things between you and your father would be better.
love.
5:17 PM
i dream of you.
♥