Rebecca
Twenty seventh August, 1992
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Thursday, August 16, 2007

it was a drizzly morning,
and my beautiful paper with red words got smudged.
yes moo, my head is more important than english.
hehehe.

anyway, raphael didnt come to sch today,
hope hes fine.
i really think my class is cute.
i can laugh a lot when they are around.
hehehe ridzwan was kayaking with his three roller chairs stuck together.
and it looked really obscene. hahaha

it started to pour. and i looked out of the window, at the rain.
i love rain. then miss mary said, "you havent seen rain before is it, rebecca?"
then that wei shen had one arm inside his pe t-shirt.
reminded me that i did it in primary sch before.
and i told him i even shook myself, to shake that sleeve.
hahaha he did it.
i "complained" to miss mary, "teacher, you see wei shen!"
miss mary: "keep quiet."
then the class roared with laughter.
hahahahahahaha.
shes forever teasing me la.
and she told us miss santhia(s.p) is mrs sasi's daughter.
wan went like, then who's pepsi??
hahaha.
moo really can make me laugh. (:

got back chem paper. i expected the results already la.
i left practically every page empty.
so many question marks with this big fat ZERO.

i had wei shan with me today. (:
we ate together in the canteen, i bought chicken chop plus garlic bread.
she bought wedges. she was unhappy about her chem results and suddenly felt down, like me.
then we shared the food. haha.
then i bought my chicken floss waffle. yay.
she ah, wanted to buy then dont want to buy then want to buy.
better eat, bestie!
i went for SSP with her, she asked me to do work.
but i didnt want, i had chee zheng's reader's digest.
chee zheng is really cute. (((: he can make me happy too.
er zi too. (: he kept ruffling my hair. haha. i realised daughter is his "zeh."

then we chatted. oh ya, bestie told me what dinah told her today.
i felt happy. (:
but again, it felt weird, like, how to say.
im happy i can have this friendship back.
but i was once hurt before, thus im afraid of this friend now.
i need time, i suppose.

i hope the four of us can watch the fireworks together tomorrow.
hope it wont be too awkward.

yeeee the ka char ka char guy is freaky la.

and bestie and i packed the class cupboard today. gosh, it was really dusty.

anyway, i had a good chat with bestie today. (:
i hope i can fufil your wish by becoming close friends for veryvery long.
and those true one you wished for.
alright.

banana cake. banana cake. yeah! : D
haha si ling got influenced by my favourite banana cake and waffle. hehehe.

and i keep seeing her. i pretended not to see her each time because i know i cant smile at her.
then i forgotten, and i looked at her. there she went and smile.
oh well. now i know why daphne felt so uptight that time. and why she behaved in that manner.

oh ya! it was POA lesson.
before that, i was talking to the chinese teacher. sorry, but hmm.
okay POA lesson.
mrs yeo called zimmer to face the front, and joked.
then say lee imitated zimmer's standing posture.
i was drinking water, and i choked. so badly. hahahah.
my chest and throat was hurting. but its really funny!!

actually wei shan also felt the same way i did,
as in opinion of him. hmm. still, i told her i dont want to forget yet.
i realised i can, but i keep stopping myself.

i know if i read your messages, i would cry.
thats the only way to stop myself from forgetting you.

i cant watch t.v dramas la, those lovey stories remind me of you.
and yes, she couldnt focus. she turned on the music loud, hugged orange bunny and started crying.
this time, i let the tears flow.

Lord, please be here for me always.
let things be just as it is.
although you showed, "God closes a door, but opens up a window."
but really, i cant take pain.

sigh theres p.e tomorrow. dont force me to run!!

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