i just went to v's blog.
and read from september, cause' i felt like.
then i realised all the nasty things i said about him was because he has changed.
yes, now i get it. he has changed.
i hope not because of me, the time he waited and the pain he went through.
he has changed so much. you can see hows he like through the way he typed.
now, you cant see much. somehow hidden.
im not sure either.
really! you could see the difference!!
sigh.
he wasnt as flirtatious as now.
not as dont-really-bother-about-ppl's-feelings
and veryvery devoted. why ah?
i dont know if i love the old him or the current him or the him throughout.
im confused.
and i just came to know the ugly truth.
im talking to ge liang online now. pleasant conversation.
then i asked if he could speak in tongues, i told him i cant.
he said its by faith.a
aww im reallyreally disappointed.
5:45 PM
i dream of you.
♥