Rebecca
Twenty seventh August, 1992
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Wednesday, August 15, 2007

i came online when its like, only 3.09 today? haha one of the earliest time during sch days.
anyway went to buy waffle with wei shan then went back together.
the times we went back together can be counted using just one hand.

we had CCA photshoot today. many ppl didnt wear jersey. thus we put on our ties.
exchanged place with somebody and stood beside wei shan.
somehow, i didnt feel like smiling.
and i had to see him and his friends upstairs, furthermore i couldnt.
sigh.

and, i felt really sad when i saw the b boys taking their photo, or rather boys.
it reminded me its their last year this year. sigh. i really cant bear to see them graduate.
the girls too.
wei shan and i agreed both of us would most probabaly buy the guys' photo as well.

in class. i went to chee zheng's seat and took his reader's and placed it inside my chinese textbook.
then i looked out at the sky, seriously, i feel as though my heart wants to make a decision.
im very confused what i should do now.
actually tears came, as i thought about dinah, SL, jaslin and vel.
everything came back, i looked at the opposite void deck, i instantly got reminded of my old house.
everything, everything has changed. and gone. they wont return...

i have been laughing a lot these days. sometimes i really feel joy.
but i feel im covering up some things.

wei shan told me zimmer said he felt like professing to me already.
she told him its a bad idea.
yep, its not a good idea to tell me now.
wait till i really know what i want k?
sorry.

dang i did the art research for nothing. anyway, im glad i agreed to help jing yi although i was very reluctant. (:
anyway, its because i stayed up, that i get to talk to friends i lost contact with.
and i did pay attention today, all thanks to the deal with wei long. (:

and zimmer put giraffe as display picture! i dont know why he likes giraffe too.

i messaged with khabir till eleven plus last night, dont know why he said i placed his drawing for me in the rubbish bin.
its in my file. (:
actually rebecca wants to admit, she is afraid of being alone now. this month.
but she knows its Satan that is working on her, thus the holy spirit in her will chase Satan away. Amen.

mummy told me, sometimes it doesnt mean its the holy spirit when you can speak in tongues. she had never spoken in tongues before too. but she told me dad has ever spoken in it once before.
aww i cant. ):

will zimmer and me go further? i seriously dont know.
i think i can let go already, but im choosing not to. i dont want to.
i think its because you told me i still meant something to you.

i didnt dare to eat my waffle, because it was "overcooked" that it was blackblack.
wei shan laughed at me, and said your waffle is bangladesh one, my one is chinese one. haahaa! haha (thats her haha)

and i ate it, it looked super heaty. and im feeling weird, im weak la, i know i will become like that when i eat heaty stuff and all.

yay yay so rebecca is finally going out with phoebe. on sunday. (:
i hope wei shan can go with me for cip on saturday.

i wonder hows dinah doing.

aww and i have to go to grandma's place for dinner tonight.

and oh. yi ma and all are coming over this friday. i feel weirdd.

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