Rebecca
Twenty seventh August, 1992
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Wednesday, August 1, 2007

can i know, what exactly is wrong with these ppl?
rebecca here, rebecca there, rebecca here.
how on earth did i deserve to be involved.

its sad to see what lee koon wrote in her blog.
the thing that yun ting wrote in her file.
yun ting, the note you gave me plus the post you posted and the thing on lee koon's blog.
i really dont know what you are saying.
are you seriously sincere in making friends with me or what?
sigh.
you make me fear talking to raphael.

today wasnt a good day.
dinah's problem was bugging me all day long.
she has to come to sch, i still worry about her studies.
but, DAMN IT! WHATS WRONG!!
can somebody enlighten me, what is going. what have i done to deserve whatever that is happening now.
why dinah has to do that.
why yun ting wrote that and said a different thing.
why this why that.

dinah somehow reminded me of my family past.
its the horrible past i successfully placed behind me.
everything is slowly being dug out, and feeling really isnt nice.
all those things that happened in my previous house.
i really dont like it...
and mummy is so upset with sister, because she hasnt been coming home to sleep.
she threathened to...

somehow i dont know why i should face all these, im only 14.
granny just called me, i had to stop my tears.

despite knowing God is always by my side, whatever that is happening, he wants to nuture me into a fine and strong lady.
but Lord, can You not always rotate things so fast, and make me feel pain?
if thats the case, i dont wanna be strong anymore.
i reallyreally dont want.
i hate this feeling, i really do!!!! :'(

i dont feel like going to school. i just want to sleep, sleep through the day and not let my mind think at all.
but why is there chemistry test tomorrow?

why is everything going at shot?
and only happening to meeeee?

i hope your knee recovers soon. sigh. it doesnt feel good to see you limping.

should i take a nap now? and hope that i will be fine after waking up.
or go straight into revision.

ahhh i feel some symtoms of sickness coming.

Labels: i dont wanna face the world. i want a fever please.

4:20 PM
i dream of you.

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