Rebecca
Twenty seventh August, 1992
Seek Ye, Lord!

Web album(Partial photographs) : MY WEB ALBUM

- * * * X X ♥ - -Love before midnight- - ♥ X X * * * -
Always remember the goodness comes from above

blue_angels2701@hotmail.com

Angeline
Benson
Cheryl
Claire
Daphne
Fidelis
Grace <3
Hong lim
Isaac
Jaslin
Joanna
Jonan
Jing yi
Jiun ru
Jie ying
Ke wei
Li hong
Maxyne
Miracle
Nizzam
Pek shia
Phoebe
Say lee
Sandy
Sean
Shi min
Shi min (Germaine)
Si ling
Soo ping
Vincent
Velarie
Wan yee
Wei zhong
Xing xia
Yun ting

2006
2007
2008
2009
2010
2011
2012

Monday, August 13, 2007

13thAugust2007, Monday.

i know im supposed to be doing POA and maths homework.
well, later.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STRANGER ANDY!!
BE HAPPY ALWAYS.
I HAVENT FORGOTTEN YOU.

LOVE, REBECCA. (:

say lee told me yesterday that she asked if serene still liked benson.
and she haha. thus, say lee told me how she felt.
i can only be there to listen, because i know nothing i say can make her feel better.
because that was how it worked for me, regarding this.

it was thundering yesterday. and yes, rebecca was afraid.
the first thing she thought, will he remember she was afraid?
she doubted so. she yearned to message him to say she was scared.
but she messaged her bestie, followed by charmaine.
her fingers didnt listen and sent to him as well. aww.
she thought he was asleep but he just reached home. and took a looooonnng time to reply after the first reply.
nevermind, i should be used to already.
charmaine laughed at rebecca for being scared. haha.
this morning wei shan still said, THUNDER THUNDER! with the actions. haha!
anyway, he told me not to worry and put on the blankets.

and today was embarrassing. during maths lesson.
rebecca: " how, ramadhan, i dont know how to do...."
stupid dear sibling had no reply.
then i looked at say lee, "draw from A all the way down to C."
rebecca, " draw from A all the way down to C?? orhh."
and she drew one a big curve. (i heard laughter.)
mr chia: " ey ey no laughing ahh class. although its quite funny, dont laugh."
the whole class broke out into laughter. that was bad la, hahaha i kept laughing and tried to hide myself sticking to the whiteboard. hahahahaha super embarrassing.

there, the thicker red line was the one i drew.

daughter and ma wrote letter to each other the whole day. i scan in the picture later.
POA lesson was funny too. the last period was chem, a free period.
mrs yeo was the relief teacher. i went to the corner of the classroom to talk to wei shan.
"MISS LIM, why are you there? can you come back to your seat?
next time i tie a string to you and let you fly all over the place."
hehehehe.
thus, rebecca took her POA textbook and went to talk to wei shan.
"wei shan, can you please ask miss lim to go back to her seat?"
i stood up, holding the book, turned to chapter 15 (we are still at chapter 11)
"see, im asking wei shan."
"oh POA ah, really ah. thats good. okay."
hehehehehhehee.
yeah i know its wrong, sorry mrs yeo!

and rebecca shared chocolates with raphael, say lee and octopus. and herself. (:
meiji dark chocolate is nice.
she bought that for khabir too. he drew something for her in return. again, im scanning in later.
and i had a super embarrassing conversation with khabir yesterday.
and i shall not mention it. haha! (#

rebecca was thinking of charmaine the whole day, it felt as though there was only her, truly there for her.
i have ppl there for me too. but not that kind of truly, and always there.
sigh i miss her, are we meeting up this week?
hope she didnt get scolding for wearing slippers today.
and she misses little doraemon as well.

now i get what say lee meant when she said start talking, then can become friends already.
true. now i get the meaning. he kept saying jokingly, bian liao lar, bian liao lar.
perhaps hes really joking.
but maybe the way i have changed to may put him off.
so this way might just help him to forget about the feelings he once had for her.
now i think back on the messages he used to send me.
the time he was working and all, and my first time waiting for him to go to bed.
the way he said he was happy and touched.
he never fails to reply me promptly and reply every single message.
even if its just a good night. now he doesnt give two hoots.

if this is the life that he's leading and hes happier this way, so be it.
i just want him to be a happy person.
i really have this feeling that he rather message his bestie than me, so be it...
another strong feeling tells me that hes close to forgetting me.

but i will always remember that time. at lower seletar reservoir. you told me,
"nobody can replace you."
i asked you where were my messages.
you said in your heart.
whether y0u meant it or not, they all meant a lot to me.

vincent chee, i cant afford to sink deeper.
its hurting me too much.
maybe we really wont ever be together.
i dont think i can find another person i love this much.
so be it.

realise, this is the first time im typing your name and saying this kind of thing.

i told daughter, ma may try her best to fall for zimmer.

im not sure if i would show this blog to him (V) one day. probably not?

3:35 PM
i dream of you.

♥