Rebecca
Twenty seventh August, 1992
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Saturday, June 16, 2007

so yesterday was the day he finally agreed to tell me.
super tired, but decided to wait on a little.
like finally he messaged to say he has finished basketball, still outside but will call me later on.
no matter how tired i am, im gonna wait. it wasnt easy getting him to tell me.

so he told me after quite a while of getting used to or something.
at least hearing it from him makes me feel a littlelittle better.
i knew he was very tired, i kept hearing him yawn.
i want him to sleep but was afraid...
it was gonna be the last time, i talk to him. after that fullstop.
so i didnt wanna put down the phone, cause' i will lose him after that.
4+. no choice, i said im tired and asked him to go sleep.
took a while before he hung up the phone. i was close to tears already, quickly put down!
he had to say byebye la, i didnt want to hear it.

he messaged to say he really dont want us to end like this.
v, i really dont want too.
i dont wish to put you in a difficult position, i really need to move on.
well, you know, i wont be able to...
at least i wont make you sad.

knowing your love was true, and that you regretted that rush step, im happy enough.
how i wish time can turn back, since im certain its love that i feel for you.
but you cant let her down, so all my self consolation was true.
thank you for everything.

so now i know you wont wait anymore, so goodbye...
i wish i can bury all the sweet memories deep in my heart.
and wrap it up with a ribbon.
and never pull at it.

i told you my deepest feelings last night, i would never had done that.
it was going to be my last time, i didnt wanna regret if i dont say out.
however, im happy if you are. at least you can go on, and dont need to carry on waiting.

there are so manymany things i wish to tell you,
suddenly everything gets stuck and you cant know.

it was 16thjune2007 last night, 2hours48minutes.
its the number 6.
and i couldnt find my sim card yesterday, i needed to read your messaged badly yesterday.
was meant to be mine will return.
but some things will never return, shall never be...
will you?

i feel im not good enough for you, quite happy you've you got a preety girl with you.
you said i didnt tag, so i did, with [X] .
its meaning can i take back my fullstop?
i think i cant go on if i suddenly erase you away from my life.

take care.

this post is for you.

Labels: i think its love., i've never felt this way before

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