just went to see say lee's little msn blog.
was hoping to see new stuff.
so there was.
her blog was filled with regrets and sadness. sigh.
again, i extracted.
feel lyk i'm a changed person... keeping everyting to myself... but i'm really feeling hopeless... now the i seems to communicate less with her... i'm really sorry... i jus dun feel lyk telling u my problems... sometimes i oso think of the future... if i were to reflect wad i done now, isn't it too childish... but wad's mre impt is the process... not the results... haizz... really sad now... so many things that i can't say...
(this was 6th of june)
looking here. she seemed like a person with matured thinking.
i dont have to worry that much already.
but you have to tell me in order for me to know what you are thinking right?
i rather regret giving you the card yesterday.
aww say lee...
sometimes i watch dramas on the television,
and ponder what if i decide to commit suicide too?
i dont have to do things silently for ppl.
worry for everybody.
and think how to solve problems.
wouldnt it be nice?
though i know i will descend to hell for taking away my own life.
2:42 PM
i dream of you.
♥