Rebecca
Twenty seventh August, 1992
Seek Ye, Lord!

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Benson
Cheryl
Claire
Daphne
Fidelis
Grace <3
Hong lim
Isaac
Jaslin
Joanna
Jonan
Jing yi
Jiun ru
Jie ying
Ke wei
Li hong
Maxyne
Miracle
Nizzam
Pek shia
Phoebe
Say lee
Sandy
Sean
Shi min
Shi min (Germaine)
Si ling
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Vincent
Velarie
Wan yee
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Xing xia
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Sunday, June 10, 2007

so, we went to amk hub since say lee said she has never been there before.
hehe i wasnt exactly late la.
my feet were hurting like anything, it was my first time wearing that shoes from purpur(sole passion)
wanted to buy some clothes and stuff. but maybe not today. haha.

we then went to cine, yay introduced her to crepes and cream. both of us had mango crystal. : )
walked around. i saw the green mosiac dress again. aww i was just a step away from buying it.
she said it was too matured, i was reluctant too. oh well. : (
fareast. hee i called pinah cause' i lost my way. she didnt pick up so i figured my way there!
my shoes were really killing me. ugh i felt like just walking barefooted-ly. haha.
i felt guilty la. b. say lee admitted she was angry with me cause' its already considered as losing a friend.
im really sorry. but i know what i did will help.
at least to help b feel feel better.

hoohoo, we felt like eating at pastamania. hehe i was trying my best to drag time. (b!)
thus, we walked on in those biting shoes and stopped at bishan.
sigh, my heart felt weird the whole time we were out.
somehow she reminded me of that group.
and that feeling isnt nice.

both of us had country baked pasta. without the cheese powder, it would be rather awful eh.
the whole time i was wondering if i should really call yellow out.
past of SL was weighing on my mind.

hehe pinah laughed at me when i said i lost my way. hehehe.

northpoint was having a gameshow. chap-teh. hahhahaha the aunties were so funny.
benson didnt wanna meet say lee. hes afraid he cant control. cant face her.
i understand.
she went to the toilet whilst i went to collect the cake. it was heavy and huge.
a lot of effort was put in the cake of love.
i wasnt that envious but i reallyreally felt touched.

went to toilet to look for say lee.
but was stopped by this auntie to redeem dont know what for her at the information counter.
you see, one person can only collect once. the rules.
they asked if i dont mind not taking part in the lucky draw.
(i had no idea what this thing is at all, needless to say the details.)
then i uh uh. (i dont know what it is la.)
then they kept asking. i just nodded my head.
they knew i was lying and said called the securities.
they asked if i really dont mind its not for me, and everything will be given to the auntie?
ya, the receipts were not mine anyway i thought.
"unless you tell me the vouchers would be all for yourself and not give the auntie at all. is it for your family?"
"err.. ya.. *fakesmile.."
"you would be helping the auntie to CHEAT ALL OF US YOU KNOW."
aww. that was hmm. hahahha.
they told me to ask the auntie here herself.
i felt really bad i couldnt help the auntie. : (
went to look for her, she was at the other end of mc. she just gave me the face and waved no no, i was like huh?

and say lee was carrying heavy stuff. i felt bad again. we waited for the auntie to appear.
she didnt. disappeared. i told say lee to go off first, i will wait.
she said she wont appear already.
so i decided to keep the receipts with me till i see the auntie in specs, short hair and in yellow.

the things say lee told me that night were her heartfelt words
i cant feel any more guilty. im sorry.
waited for 811 with her. i looked downwards and tried not to cry.
the tears came, but didnt flow.
i reminded of my birthday last year. yellow.
and the outing, the four of us.
shue ling. josie. say lee. me.
no no i cant think further. its painful.

its like some metal scraping at the threads inside.
let him forget him, dont remind me of him anymore.
dont mention his name. just let me forget him on my own.
i know all of you care, but keep it silent regarding yellow.

i dont know whats so good about this sweettalker.
i dont know whats so hard to forget about this not-serious-guy who puts the three words on his mouth all day long.
to any friend, any girl.

but say lee knows it,
" you cant forget one."

im waiting for the outing with wei shan.
and pinah.
and maxyne...?

im not looking forward to softball chalet.
sorry stick insect, i may decide to just come for bbq.

HAPPYBIRTHDAY DEAR SAY LEE!
i told you in the card, i want my best friend back, can i??

hehe actually i was quite happy when i didnt see anything he wrote about his her.
though i pray every night he will be happy, and maybe with the girl.
i guess i didnt mean it. sigh.

ooh and i saw kai lin and rachel.
they smiled.
but kai lin didnt looked happy.

Labels: dont tell me the realistic truth., push me back to fantasy world

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