oh well. i couldnt find my "blue diary" i brought to Perth.
i love the aeroplane's fooooood. its really yummy,
Perth is such a beautiful place.
i love its scenery. i love its food. i love its weather. i love the ppl there. everything is just so gorgeous.
but.
the 3 of them didnt like it.
they complained that i take a loooonnng time to bathe and that i only gu zhe zi ji.
and josie told me what they told her. I DONT WASH MY DISHES. THEY HAD TO DO IT. okay, that im shut.
WHEN BUY THINGS TO SHARE TO EAT, I EAT BUT I DONT PAY. thats nonsense. i only shared food with them for the first day.
oh yes i think its the chao fan.
I TAKE A LONG TIME TO BATHE. yes, that im shut too.
WE GO TO THE MALL, THE 3 OF THEM TOGETHER WHILE I SEPARATE WAYS WITH THEM.
hey. thats not my fault. their likings and mine are so different.
and they like spending time on a few things while i prefer to look at a wide variety.
they dont wait when i pause to look at something.
they expect me to wait when they pause and look at something i dont like.
then they said WO ZHI GU ZHE ZI JI.
hey its that fair?
sigh, for that i didnt say anything.
i have no idea whats wrong with SL.
she kept stabbing me.
and when jas and vel wanna acc. me, she will ask them to walk faster.
when she asked me to make mash potato for HER, i said DONT WANT LA YOU GO DO IT YOURSELF.
well, thats for her. cause' im like writing some stuff. and shes watching tele.
then i said, aiya i do for y'all.
then she instantly said, nevermind, i do myself.
help me to this do that lei.
then i agreed, then stupid SL in front of them said, aiya nevermind la i do myself.
its so obvious she wanna learn their language and attitude to applepolish them.
its gross okay. GROSS.
you can just say, hey i wanna get into your good books. CAN I??
disgusting.
jas told josie that SL kept picking on me. ya, she was. thank you jaslin!! at least you are still there for me.
i dont know what on earth went wrong. and why is she only doing this to me. ME ALONE. sigh...
she could do stuff for them so willingful, always at their beck and call. and without words of please.
i didnt say anything for her to help me. she said, YOU DONT KNOW HOW TO DO YOURSELF MEH.
im like, um i didnt even say anything??
shes just out to piss me off.
sigh, why like that. wheres the past SL??
shes like changed overnight. even if i really had a problem, she shouldnt bear hatred for so long.
and im really amazed at how long her hatred could go. i didnt do anything to her. but. sigh.
dont know la, she just kept trying to pull them away from me.
and vel is always the "follower of the ppl"
have been talking online with yellow for the past few days.
standard time is 7+ 8+.
i have been adding a lot of hehehe hahahah to show that im happy and i have let go.
the way yellow replied me is so different.
yellow said that IM AS CHEEKY AS EVER.
what? me cheeky?? you must be kidding.
hehe but its funny.
he added a lot of lol..
sigh... in the past yellow used it. but when he knew that i didnt like it, yellow stopped it totally
doubled comfirm.
i asked how was yellow and her. yellow said still alright LOR.
i will be happy so long as you are...
i couldnt go online yesterday as i had to go to grandma's house.
and i went home at 8+ today. sigh, i dont know, i was so tempted to go online to see if.....
stupid rebecca!
yellow asked me to take care. and constantly asked me to be happy and to smile.. sigh.
yellow, do you seriously think that i am able to now? after so many things that are taking my breath away??
no, im sorry i cant. i can a little, but not always, and not always real always.
i asked you to. cause' i want you to be happy. and to be healthy. can?
yellow said he will message me cause' he had to go offline.
yellow went offline even before i could reply.
after replying the most 2/3, i said i think we talk on msn next time better. i asked yellow to do his own stuff.
yellow said, dont want leh, i want to message you. cannot ar? ;P
im like. sigh, STOP REMINDING ME OF THE PAST PLEASE. you used to say the same too, but its two meanings altogether now.
sigh. please dont bring up such things to prick me further.
then i insisted, then yelloa said okay la, i think i also know why.
i wanted to reply YOU DONT KNOW ANYTHING. YOU DONT KNOW ANYTHING AT ALL.
which i didnt.
10:08 PM
i dream of you.
♥