these days have been weird. i kept bumping into yellow or we kept keeping in touch.
and yay that day qi sheng called to talk to me. hee. and qi sheng, know what you are doing okay. dont regret anything..
and yellow told me calvin was sick. i have no idea what am i supposed to say or do.
i just have to leave him like that and like what yellow said, the guy will only stop liking by himself.
sorry charmaine, softballers, qi sheng, shi min, yellow, say lee and whoever. hah.
miss kaur said we werent allowed to watch the speech day concert and prize giving ceremony. oh well.
had history and chem remedial after sch, 10.00. say lee and i had mc for lunch.
yay at least we are having lunch together already.
went back home, was wondering if dinah would ask me out instead since we two cant watch.
yeah she did, intitally meeting at 4. while i was sleeping she messaged me 5.
yay i could have a longer sleep! was supersuper tired this whole week.
and i didnt do my homework for the whole week except eng.
aww what am i doing. actually i decided i skip chem but say lee kept coming down so i decided to go.
there were only 7 ppl la. miss liu asked me many questions. and all, i returned with a dont know dont know. i dont know.
sigh, i suddenly realized theres too much to catch up already. ahhh. its so scary you know.
ate tiramisu and cookie puff, whatever they call it from beard papa. yumyum. hehehe
dinah didnt like the coffee powder, each time she tasted it. she would flush it down with milktea. hehehe.
so funny. dinah whined about her blouse being dirty. i laughed so loudly. hahaha.
then she pointed at my yellow top, hahahaha mine was also stained. hahahha we laughed for so long..
wanted to play dj but realised there werent any. but ah bengs were all around.
we walked here and there around bugis.
reached yishun at 9+ i think?
was wondering if we would see any OPSS ppl in northpoint.
oh! and the toilet at the mrt station really stank like anything!
i breathed through my mouth. ugh i think my throat would have rot. its really gross-sing-ly stinky.
yeew.
saw angeline and isabelle first. walked past mc. was rather looking around.
only saw this group of dont know from which sch guys.
a few kept staring. silly ppl. i felt weird, and walked another lane.
we sat outside kfc. was queuing up for food then i asked dinah.
dinah, you saw any orchidpark ppl at mcodonalds?
she said ya. i said huh?? really?? who?? "dont know"
i probed on. she said. i saw a fat and slim guy and jing yi from 3A3 i think. right?
hehehehehehee FAT and SLIM guy? its really funny la.
but why didnt i see them? nevermind. she said they saw us.
qi sheng messaged me. then we talked. hmm he seemed rather bored and lonely. sigh.
actually i have no idea whats going on between him and his girlfriend.
nisa and izyan joined us. nisa looked sad, as usual.
izyan commented on my lips again! since sec 1!
they went like ey rebecca's lips very nice ahh. for dontknowdontknowwhat instrument.
(they are at it again!) somemore she very pretty ah.. good in softball.. everything.. nice lips.. wa all-rounder ah?
hahaha they were really funny. they like promoting me. dinah and i kept laughing.
dinah ahh.. kept talking bout' guys. hahah.
mummy was looking tired and sad at home.
dinah said she would message me when i reached home. haha expected it! she didnt! grr.
oh and i messaged yellow to ask him to help me clap loudly for charmaine and the softballers since i cant be present. he didnt reply me. nevermind. maybe he had something on. hah.
all of my teachers placed high hopes on me. and i feel i had a heavier duty to even do better.
i feel i cant let them down. they are all so nice to me. mrs yeo said she thinks she will change her impression of me doing well in my work. oh well.. she feels disappointed. any idea how it reflected back on me? i dont wanna do it this way too.
3:10 PM
i dream of you.
♥