aww.
the weather's better today. but it still feels so warm!!
plus my p.
i dont know, but im really losing interest in my studies. sigh, i dont wanna listen to any lessons.
whywhy have i become like this.
sigh.
and, yellow is flooding my brain moreandmore. sigh.
im like plunging deeper each time.
but i chose it though. hah
im throwing my temper everyday and i feel like crying.
when can i get out of this mess and be normal??
oh yes the guys got 4th. its okay torrents!
and the girls got 2nd. sigh.
i felt really horrble. marcus lim, kian meng put their hands out to congratulate.
and im sorry i just looked at y'all and walked past.
really sorry. im not being arrogant or whatsoever.
i forced myself to smile when receiving. i cried when i saw torrents taking photo together.
i tolerated. i quickly wiped those tears away.
and maxyne, learn to control your emotions okay?
i know you can feel them but learn not to always show it...
i dont know what to say. but sorry for my attitude. but you also okay! haha
okay i dont feel like continuing already. next!
8:27 PM
i dream of you.
♥