todays b girls match (semi finals.)
im gonna wear my uniform there. not jersey.
go gems...
wei shan got the wrong idea. so she endedup sitting beside me. shes a nice girl, i felt.
talked bout' don , her boyfriend, etcetc.
the b girls went for their warm up. (i didnt.)
sat there and talked to wei shan. then josie came.
i was really curious what happened to shue ling.
it turned out that josie shared my feelings.
shes always the neutral party. haha! just like my chem test.
sigh, dont mention bout' it.
oh, we started talking our hearts out. i was in the middle of wei shan and josie.
wei shan just asked at times what what?
haha.
thank you josie.
this ben dan ahh. velarie was sitting beside josie. josie suddenly said, SHUE LING BI JASLIN HAO HOR??
i went like umm, with that look i was hinting her to hush down.
she then turned to velarie and said the same thing.
i looked at her with that weird look, she said WHAT? SHE ALSO NOT JASLIN OR SHUE LING. SO WHY CANT.
aiyo josie, ben dan!
velarie said, all also the same, why must compare!!
im like. hmm. really? do you really think that way?
and gosh, josie told me bout' SL. yeeeeew shes really fake la.
and velarie dislikes SL, yet she can feign that she doesnt. whywhywhy.
my back was really hurting la.
oh ya, during recess, josie told me, later i got thing tell you.
in the hall she said, i think i dont tell you better. you surely wont listen one.
yellow? or what?
she said, i tell you one sentence, you sure know everything already.
"maxine"
ahhh now i know why she said that.
i wanna stay firm and stick to my feeling or "belief"
i shant let myself be influenced like how i was before. nononono.
grave mistakes.
oh ya, just remembered, say lee said that she feels easier or better to talk to sze li than me.
i said, ya, ya! i know!
she then said, you also right? easier to talk to maxine....
yeah.
okay, back to it.
many things were raked up. the air is much clearer now.
hehehhehehe.
and josie, i really do hope that you and maxine can be fine. and that you can dote on her as much as you did like before.
try alright?
josie wrote her name on the thin sand.
i didnt want to dirty my finger, since josie's already, might as well i ask her to help.
haha beneath her name, i asked her to draw a cross, then whats mcdonalds sign? then equals, then draw a smiley face.
so it goes like this.
josie
+
M (tm) this was extra
=
: ) (she drew her own version.)
hahaha, now you understand what i wanted you to draw.
then she looked at me, and erased the smiley face. i looked at her, a little afraid. hahaha
i guessed. then she wrote
josie
+
M (tm)
+
R
=
: )
hehehhehehehe. have any idea how happy i wasssss??? love! josie!
i know that you are always there for me no matter what happens. i can assure that. : ) thats how much i trust you!!
lian wei is funny today.
qi sheng finally said, evil girl.
okay, i shall continue tomorrow.
and i dont wanna continue typing this post. tiring. haha!
8:03 PM
i dream of you.
♥