say lee, im sorry for treating you like this today.
didnt mean it ya..
but, i dont know i seem to have gotten used to you treating me that way,
its not revenge, i just think i will feel better if i learn how to take things in my stride.
sigh, then you shifted next to me today. i should have felt happy.
BUT I WASNT.
you leaned over and wrote in my POA book, later want go buy bubble tea?
i tried to play along and get the ball rolling faster, i bent over and wrote. hahaha okay tood.
sigh, she kept blabbering. as usual.
but i just gave a faint smile as if to entertain her.
i dont know why is it like that la. sigh..
yay, dinah asked me out today. actually didnt have the mood at all.
but well, she RARELY asks me and i had agreed.
we went to eat indo food.
ahhhhhhh! the sambal was damn spicy! it lingered in my mouth like a sticky pest and kept poking my tongue! aw aw aw!
dinah still claimed it to be shiok. hehehe then she herself couldnt take the spicyness.
the lime juice was then "shiok"! mmmmm so nice.. hehehe.
we talked about a lot of stuff on the train.
weirdly, we never seem to feel not at ease with each other. the feeling is still so familiar.
unlike when im with say lee, we are both so quiet. so much of awkwardness. whywhywhy.
oh no! i forgotten to reply shue ling, calvin and jun xiang!
oh yes! theres stupid chem tomorrow. but the b boys have match. : ( i wanna support..
i shall skip a little.
in mc. i told say lee im skipping remedials on friday. i was curious about her reaction.
i believed she know i was getting colder towards her.. its rather obvious anyway.
expected, she asked why. then i said going out with my friend(with that stupid whatever look).
again expected, she asked with who.
i said with my friends la.
she asked who la?
i said, go out with my friends la.. my friends.. then i gave attitude.
my motive was to tell her im CHANGING. and that i had attitude problem.
sigh..
then she said BIAN HUAI LIAO.
whatever... whatever...
back to dinah.
on the way so many funny things happened! hehehe.
one instance, we were at esplanade's escalator going down, and this escalator crisscrossing going up.
hehe there stood a man. dinah was screaming coldddddd. me tooooo.
haha then i started my crapping.
dinah was running down the stairs hoping to escape out of that stupid south pole.
hehehe so i was behind, i said very loudly.
dinah!! the more you run the colder the air will be.
she heard it but pretended to ignore me.
hehehe then i said you know you know you know YOU KNOW??
then this guy was coming up, and dinah's back facing me.
hebehe naturally i will turn to the person who is looking at me and talk to him right?
then that guy was like (dinah said cramped up face)
hehehe so funny! hahahha.
YAY! CHEN XIU added me in friendster!
yay yay yay yay yay yay. hehehe.
thank you Lord.
thank you dinah. thank you chen xiu. thank you luqman. thank you jun xin. thank you mr blue.
oh yes, jaslin, dont be too sad and worried kay? your sister will be fine..
wanted to go mc to check for ya but i was creeping up then i saw alex ho jian wei. ahhhhh! i immediately ran.
so sorry, then poor dinah was walking up and down to find. hehehe i ignored her protests.
then jing yi was there. talked to her halfway, stupid jing jie and his friends had to appear.
whats the reaction??
run la!!
then stupid jing jie kept staring at me. i stood down there thinkingandthinking whatshouldido whatshouldido.
then i quickly turned and walked really quickly. then i mouthed out DI-NAH. then i moved my head therethere letsgo.
sigh...
i dont know what i was hoping for actually.
sigh...
anyway, i hope dinah and i can frequently go out.
saw maxyne and grace's photo. sad : (
anyway, its all fated. haha. hope that the stupid thing that happened to grace and me wont repeat. : )
be happy maxyne. be happy grace.
be happy mr blue.
like in my prayers, *be happy... hope that you and her will always be happy together...
couldnt resist my hand from moving to view those profiles and blogs. shit.
i was looking through your photos, hoping that i wont see those photos. and i didnt! ahh how contradicting.
then i saw say lee's tag. i felt a little WEIRD.
stop your mind from dreaming..
tie a string to it and pull it back..
dont let it fly you to dreamland...
gosh i just realized the jing yi who sent me that testimonial wasnt the jing yi i thought. hehehe i still thanked her for the apricot chocolate. oh no! hehehe so embarrassing.
11:11 PM
i dream of you.
♥