hah, it seems that only calvin really bothers to care about how i am feeling and worries...
bought for desmond and kian meng drinks.
didnt intend to get the money back, but kian meng was bent on returning me.
so when i was buying drink for the poor little boy, she ran and passed KM's money and said use this.
i was like, "EY! JOSIE!"
then she said no choice, brother help brother.
sigh whatever. i wanted to do whatewver i can.
i cant treat him nicely anymore, and i wanted to make it up by treating his friends what i can...
but you just wanted to return my dollar. sigh... haiya shant talk bout' him.
hee, kit hong brought his little cousin today. hehehe i was atrracted to hiiiimmm. hehe
then i started talking to him, he didnt wanna reply me.
then i said hymh chou pi dan bu yao hui da wo. chou pi dan!
hehe still no response. then i said EH DA PI DAN! DA PI DAN!
hehehe he surprised me when he turned back and said DA JI DAN! DA JI DAN!
hehehehe he was damn cute. hehehe.
then we kept going on with the DAPIDAN. DAJIDAN. DA PI DAN. hehehe
i played PSP. but yes, HE PLAYS BETTER THAN ME.
hehe he put his head on my arm, then he said so lan so lan.
haha i acted angry then he said sorry la sorry la.
hehe so cute.
when eugene "was trying to help me with the PSP", he took it from me and did his own stuff.
i said, hey eugene, give me la.. i wanna play.
hehe then dapidan grabbed his shirt and said, huan gei ta. hehehe i was like so happy you know.
then eugene got a little pissed and said fang shou hor.
hehe then he said huan gei ta. then i looked at eugene then he passed it to me.
hehe i love dapidan!
oh yes torrents won.
daphne didnt wanna go watch the match cause' she doesnt want to see shi min *gazing at marcus soh* if you know what i mean.
actually, i understand how she feels. but i didnt know what to say, to reply her.
im sure marcus will assure you - : )
haha jun xiang messaged to thank me. hahaha. i hope it cheered him up aaaaa lllllooooottttttt
actually im uncertain what kind of life i wanna lead.
and i think i should be able to get over it real soon.
i dont see him, the longing isnt that heavy anymore..
but i still miss..
and i keep remembering how we knew each other.
each time i walk past that damn lane of the mrt station, i will always remember...
and each time i get a fever, it will constantly remind me...
i skipped remedial today. im like SIP THEN SIP. NOT A BIG DEAL ANYWAY. H A H.
sigh, i dont know whats up wuth me. am i trying to change myself or make ppl dislike me?
i dont know.
i feel so " bu zi ai" anymore. sigh...
sorry Lord, for doing things cause' i dont love myself that much anymore...
hah, i suddenly remember JUN XIANG'S CUTE LITTLE BROTHER.
sigh.
sorry miss liu, didnt mean it : (
oh.. i feel so tired...
oh yes jas they all are going to sentosa. jas asked me to go : )
but i dont wanna go. cause' i dont wanna shai tai yang.
so i said.. then..... hehe jas knew.
she said, after that i think we going vivo.
i was like yay. she said maybe 8+
then im like huh~ so late.
so i hope she will contact me tomorrow.
3:21 PM
i dream of you.
♥